Jun 21
Woke up from my sleep bc I had a dream that my boyfriend got stung by a weird government mutated wasp or something and then he forgot everything and thought he was someone else instead of himself and didn’t remember me and tried to claim he was some other guy bc the venom like altered his brain or something and then he went and got with another girl who he believed was his lover of two years and she WENT ALONG WITH IT and then they got married (with the color scheme that was MY dream color scheme btw) so I woke up BAWLING and now not only can I not bear to look at him but I also have a deep(er) fear of wasps that I don’t think I’ll ever overcome
#riv rambles#in my mind#I’m worried that the government might biologically mutate wasps to mess with ppls memories#like in the hunger games#wasn’t that wasps or something#tracker jackers?#wasps right?#anyway#I’m deeply distressed#I called my boyfriend to tell him about my dream and his despicable actions#and he’s like oh don’t worry wasps can’t do that#did the wasps tell you that . did the government brainwash you#how can I be sure#no jk#but that was deeply scarring and unsettling im traumatized#I’ve never had such a horrifying dream in my life#it wasn’t even the fact that he got with another girl (so rude) it was the horror that like these wasps were going around bc it was like#on the news and stuff and there were other reported cases in the news in my dream#like it was so dystopian I was terrified#next time I see a wasp I think I’ll pass out fr