I come to you today a chastened sissy. Today’s task was another attempt at an analgasm. I felt pretty confident about this, I checked with Goddess that what I’d been feeling before I stopped my last attempt was a sign I was close and she said it was. She also said it shouldn’t take more than an hour, but I thought I knew what I was doing now and I’d be able to get there quicker and then just take the final few steps to completion.
Today’s videos were to be shemales getting fucked, which I also thought worked in my favour.
Tonight, Goddess confirmed my task but also told me that if I hadn’t succeeded after an hour, it had a second part to it.
I got dressed and played some music to get in the mood and then I got started. This might sound weird considering what I cover on this blog, but I don’t want to go into too much detail. So let’s just say that nature made it clear that tonight wasn’t an anal night for me :(
I had a couple of moments where it was going well but after about 40 minutes it was clear that I wouldn’t be able to complete the first task. This meant I had to unlock (I said I wouldn’t be happy if it happened) and a day short of two weeks! I was to release, but I didn’t think I deserved to enjoy it too much, so I went onto Goddess’s playlist for her trainees when they are allowed to release and watched a video where i was called a loser for the duration. The release was bittersweet, enjoyable but tinged with disappointment. I’ll cover what else I had to do in a future post when it comes into play.
