#trans log

[shadymsn]

Hey I started T today!!!

[mijomii]

Tomorrow.... Is First Shot Of Testosterone Day.

[espurrellie]

Trans Log: Star Date - I’m still trying to get a hang of star dates..

i know i said i needed a break, but like i just remembered something. we all know i don’t talk about my family often. anyways, my sister has wanted to name her future his Percy since like EVER, and honestly, I’m kind of projecting onto Percy Jackson right now, again. She’s really, really transphobic. Anyways, Anyways, how iconic & vengeful would it be if I named myself Percy out of smite. And if me doing that isn’t me, I don’t know who I am.

anyways, i’m getting off of this blog.

[espurrellie]

i hate using the phone because when people hear my voice they think i’m a child picking it up, or calling for pizza. i literally had the pizza order lady ask me if my parents knew i was calling. ma’am, pls, this is hurting my masculinity, pls. i’m so weak, so small, not manly. i’m an actual tiny daisy. like would my voice even be deep enough if i went on T? my voice is so small & weak, so tiny, so high pitched. 

[shadymsn]

It may just placebo but it already feels like my voice is changing

[espurrellie]

Watching top surgery results make me both super happy and jealous

[espurrellie]

I’m Percy, and I learned that I can’t stare at cis men nipples because there’s something about them that disgusts me.

[espurrellie]

Change is good 🌸🌱