So I know I haven’t posted anything in a while and I made this decision a while ago and I didn’t want to have to do it and I also didn’t address this publicly, but I have decided to leave the Inside Out fandom unfortunately. It’s not how it was used to be back in 2024 when it was really good and when everyone was together. Now, we barely get any content from the franchise and the whole fan base died out. I haven’t interacted with anyone from the fandom in quite some time now. Plus as a matter of fact, I don’t even wanna interact with some of you guys anymore despite of what some of you are also into.
I’ve seen some ppl here who are into kdrama devil killers (I know it’s called kpop demon hunters I just call it kdrama devil killers cuz that’s how much I don’t care for that stupid cringey ass movie). Idk why yall are into that shit. It doesn’t even look that good and I thought we were leaving that shit movie in 2025.
Ive also seen some of you guys being into the amazing digital circus, dandy’s world, arcane, Roblox and other shit that I have a strong hatred towards. I don’t want anything to do with you guys if you’re into all that shit. It makes me sick to my stomach and makes my blood boil. It’s absolutely pathetic.
[Trauma dumping now]
I have also changed myself. Last year was the worst experience of my life and it traumatized me so bad. A lot went downhill in my personal life and to this day I’m still grieving (which I already explained most of it in my previous post and more ended up happening). Now I just feel angry, depressed and annoyed all the time. I thought about self harming at one point because of all the shit that happened. I’m driving away some people I know personally and it’s hard for me to make new friends now. I don’t have a lot of friends from where I live and it makes me lonely all the damn time. I don’t have a lot of people to talk to except really my counselor. Really the only thing I had was you people from the fandom. Since everyone went their separate ways, now I have to do the same thing.
Now idk what the fuck I’m supposed to do now. I’m lonely all the time, I don’t have many people to talk to, I’ve been heart broken, depressed, hurt, betrayed, felling nostalgic all the time and so much other shit… 😭
The only thing I can think of is probably just joining the Stranger Things fandom since I’ve been paying more attention to that show. I’m not sure how the fandom is gonna be, but I hope it’ll be something for me to do now. I think I’m done with the Inside Out fandom. And don’t get me wrong, I still love both movies with all of my heart and especially Anxiety who’s yet still on the top of my favorite characters. I’m gonna miss it so goddamn much and I hope that some of you guys and I can still remain friends since I actually really hate losing friends (especially during this time of my life). Love you guys 💜 (or at least some of you)
-Deja