#trigger;suicide

[freddy-ia]

Possible hiatus notification;

Under cut because it is triggering. For those who do not wish to read, just know I may take a small hiatus.

You may have noticed that I’ve been absent and standoffish lately, I make no excuses for myself but to let you all know I suffer from severe anxiety issues as well as depression and depersonalization issues.

What this means is sometimes I’m not me and sometimes I do things I would never consider normally. And yesterday I disassociated with myself so much that I got blind drunk, high and tried to kill myself while I was left alone at home. In broad fucking daylight.

I’m not a typically suicidal person so you don’t need to worry about me constantly retrying. But I thought I should let everyone know that if I’m a bit off lately it’s because I’m mentally not myself at the moment.

I’m going to back off from tumblr for a few days and try and get a hold of myself. It doesn’t help that my muses are making me sad (for again no real reason) lately so I figure I should back off for a bit.

I might be on hiatus for a day, it might be a week. I don’t know.

But you all deserve to know.