i am not god
mid-trip my boyfriend and i took a shower to wash off all the rave sweat/glitter and i was holding a single sequin on my finger and we were looking at it bc we could both see a million tiny designs in this thing and we decided it was a tiny universe we were looking into and then i moved my hand and it got washed down the drain and i dissolved into a giggle fit and started talking about how even tho i’m totally a divine ass bitch, it’s a good thing i’m not god bc my careless ass is out here washing entire universes down drains bc i get clumsy in the shower and how if i was put in charge of something so grand i’d absolutely fuck it up so it’s nice that i’m tiny and borderline insignificant except to those i wish to have significance too, because then i can do whatever and just float under the radar and live a beautiful happy life without having to fret over washing universe-sequins down the drain lolllll