Feb 17, 2021
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#me: so we still need to pick up these things from stores around here#my pi: ok well u dont have to do all of this urself u kno#me: ok but like no one else is doing anything so i guess i do???#like i ordered all the other stuff and thats fine. i hated it but thats fine#but like i deeply dont want to have to go out and physically buy things#both bc i hate driving. especially to somewhere i havent been#and bc if i buy stuff ill have to go thru the stuff to get refinded#*refunded and ill have questions and then my pi will be like: have u not been putting in requests for getting refunded on stuff???#and ill have to be like: no bc i find it impossible to ask questions so i swallow the experiences bc they haven't been too much#but thisll be expensive so i dont wanna do it#and i also dont wanna have to be like: hey. other person. can u do this stuff??? bc i cant interact with the world in a normal way#like even thinking abt it like. i would just being awkwardly wandering around a gardening shop trying not to cry bc ill have to push a#trolly or something#but someone has to do it. its past the date it was supposed to be done#and im crying abt it instead of sleeping#y do i have to b the neurotic try hard on group projects? i dont even care abt this stupid thing and im stressed#and ive gotta fucking hunt down the head person thats supplying kits bc customer service wont reply to me#stupid. i just wanna sit in my room and cry into my code. that is the life i choose. not this one where im in charge of things#me tomorrow asking the person who put out the fire i set today to go buy stuff for us: heeeeeyyy sooooo...#i mean she volunteered to do it before but then hasnt taken the initiative so?????#ugh... i hate this#and i dont have friends so i just whine abt it here :-P#ugh also i dont want to kno how much i could have been refunded 4 its prob a depressing amount but im too anxious abt money to think abt it#unrelated