Send # to my ask box for my muses reaction to finding yours crying.
Being unable to breath, it was the worst feeling in the world it was almost like drowning, drowning was a fear of Stiles’ he wasn’t willing to admit to, to anyone for that matter not even Scott, someone who knew everything about him, Stiles guessed with him being like a brother…lover? He wasn’t sure at this point, but he was sure Scott knew, somehow Scott just knew everything that bothered him, what made him happy sop they didn’t have to tell each other what they fear, seeing as they both just knew. But there Stiles was crying, one again due to everything just getting to him, everyone he hurt back then, back when he wasn’t himself.
All he could feel was his chest becoming tight; it was like his world was falling apart very slowly maybe he was unsure of what to do, he was just so alone as of right now, how could he do this alone? No he really couldn’t he wanted someone…anyone even. But his dad could be a good one to have right now he knew having his father with him would make things better; he knew that his father would take away the pain. But someone who could truly take his pain away forever was Scott, it was as if Scott was using his power to take away pain by just looking at him. Maybe Scott was just magical when it came to making Stiles feel better, it was something Stiles was truly grateful for but also hated Scott for, it made him feel more in love with him and he knew he should feel that way about Scott.
Stiles hated being upset, he hated to show it to people, Stiles' fingers ran into his hair. Sucking on his low lip, his eyes red && puffy, he nose pressed into his knees huffing. His fingers pressed onto his lips, his fingers ran into his hair, his teeth started biting down onto his lower lip, he could feel blood drilling from his lips.
Stiles could hear someone walking up the stairs, he could hear the heavy breathing, his eyes flicked up then looked way, there was Scott looking at him, god Stiles couldn't face looking at Scott like this, he never could, talking about it would just make things so much worse.
