#trying to create

[iriszokas]

Ready to create but creativity is missing... yeah - a relatable story

[spacylady01]

did i do a thing without trying to do a thing??? 

[beforeweallbecome]

Laurent Freestyle to Jorja Smith x Preditah - On My Mind watched it dozen times and i always find myself noticing more of his movement and the connection with the music.  i want to express too...

[mothsinthefrosting]

Trying to power through life stuff and get back in to drawing :3 it felt daunting to draw again but think I’m getting there :D decided to draw a rough sketch of Basket from Exist - the Cyber/Biopunk project being worked on by myself and my friend Xan (who created the amazing title font in this picture! :D super grateful to them for making that :3)

[peculiary]

Hallows' Eve #4 June 21, 2023

[owlispls]

Fuck off, un-kindly.

[carlisle980]

It goes like this.

I wake up with an idea.

And for once I don’t sit on it. Don’t try to talk myself out of it.

I open a brand new doc and words happen. Sentences. A whole paragraph.

It’s working. There’s flow and a build and almost a big action moment.

And then.

Then They start filtering in. The children. Talking so much. So early in the morning. With so little caffeine in me to differentiate it from mush in my head.

You would think. I would think. They’d have learned by now that when I wake up I can’t sentence. I can’t noise. When they direct questions at me and receive monosyllabic responses, you’d think that would tell them Mom needs time. They’re twelve. And ten. And eight. And a full grade level above their same-age peers. So not babies. Smart doesn’t begin to describe them. They can cook. And they don’t clean without prompting, usually, but they can. Independent. Till it benefits them not to be.

They’re kids.

And my idea is gone.

Again.