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tsundelen

      "Len! I haven't seen you in a while."

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          "Wait, so which did you like again? Summer or Winter?"

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tsundelen

「…」A long pause was accompanied by a rapidly beating heart and an embarrassed glance— Not really embarrassed, more like… Nervous. Yeah. How nervous he was. That was possibly one of the most embarrassing moments of his life and he didn’t wanna mess up— he couldn’t mess up.

There was just one soulmate for each person in the world, right? If he lost that opportunity… Wouldn’t he be alone? He absolutely didn’t want that. In fact, not too long ago, he was thinking of that kind of depressing stuff. Not that he was depressed, of course not, but… sometimes it made him think— What if he never found the one?

What if that wrist thingy was just a big fat lie and he’d blow up or something when the timer reached zero?

That’s why the moment he saw the countdown end, it was like an electric shock. He immediately tensed up, his throat dried and he started to tremble like crazy. He waited a few seconds and… well, no BOOM was heard. So the theory that everyone was talking about was actually true, wasn’t it?

Sheesh, how embarrassing. To have that kind of special moment in the middle of the street— He didn’t know how he should act. He was Japanese, after all, and screaming or having intimate moments with other people watching was kind of…

Well, maybe the soulmate thing isn’t even true, I mean… How can you know that kind of thing?

There was that side of him that kind of… hoped it was true. But then again, that was the lame side of him that liked to watch shoujo anime from time to time and believed in stupidities like ‘true love’.

「E-excuse me, uh…」He shifted positions uncomfortably.「Did your timer…?」

Fuck, fuck, fuckity, fucking shit, all she wanted was for this damn stupid clock engraved onto her arm to drop off onto the floor, soul-mate stuff isn't real; it was dropping, it was dropping fast the numbers slowly decreasing as if the world was counting down to the end. she would rather it end really, then face that dreaded face of her "" beloved "" her eternal partner till death do you part; it seemed to tiring to care about one another for life and beyond-- she didn't think she even had it in her to love another, not yet, not for a while, the fated healing process was a supposed long one and for the longest of times nothing would happen & her misery could easily consume her. She didn't even know if she she could love after what happened, she wasn't sure if the scarred tissue had healed; whether she could look at someone in the eye and say I love you without a sicking feeling of fear of what could happen next.  whatever, she didn't need the fucking stress of looking after another person right now, she could barely look after herself after all; all that mattered was her singing career, whatever remained of it, of course with every year and with the connections of VOCALOID spreading out, digging its way into other countries embedding itself within the norm. Eventually she was going to be replaced, she knew that; whether lung cancer, liver failure or just plain getting sick of everything takes her life she didn't know, but once the breathing stopped and her eyes shut for eternity & beyond, her voice would not die with her, nor would her appearance; they would be transferred into a new android, Just as cute as the original !                                         yeah yeah with none of the traumatic experience and bitchy attitude yep the perfect me. 00: 00 : 00  the blasted clock finally hit its mark, she just wanted to stare at it and hope that it'd just look like any other watch and whoops guess that's not my soul mate I'll go looking and leave her alone-- but that wasn't the case, a voice arose from the crowed & glare shifted to the boy opposite to her. 

❝ Um, y-yeah              what...what the fuck do you want from me...I can't...❞

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♡

♡: Our muses kiss under a mistletoe. 

It wasn't like he was going to point it out or anything, but while Len spoke, Piko's eyes were suspiciously wandering up at the doorframe every few seconds, and he looked strangely fidgety.

He still felt a little too shy about being the one to start kisses, so he hoped Len would notice the mistletoe hanging above them before they had to walk away----

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( sCREAMS HAPPY BIRTHDAY PIKOCHU TACKLES U )

((thANK YOU THANK YOU SAKJDGHSGK SPARKLES))

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tsundelen replied to your post:-

( lEN IS OUTRAGED HOW CAN U NOT LIKE BANANAS thoidislikethemtoo kdfj )

((sorry lenkun bUT BANANAS WITHOUT MILK ARE INCOMPLE T e--))

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✦ ★ ✲

✦ :Fatal flaw

He's too proud. Pride is, actually, the only thing that has kept him from breaking down, and it's doing a great job so far. But, if that pride was ever truly hurt, if he's ever made to feel useless or that he can't achieve his goals, he'd probably finally snap. Not to mention that pride is actually also what causes most of his failures; Piko has a slight tendency to self-righteousness and it's hard for him to admit his mistakes when he believes he's right.

★ :A socially unacceptable thought they've had

Around age 12, his angsty 7th grader phase, he'd often entertain himself trying to think of what he could do to cause something so terrible that his parents would just have to come and stay to fix the mess. These ideas ranged from injuring his caretakers or stealing to setting the house on fire. Luckily, he never acted on these thoughts and that phase didn't last long. Nowadays he wouldn't hurt a fly. 

✲ : Something or someone they down right hate

It'd be safe to say that the only people Piko hates are his parents. It's much easier to hate them and want them away than to love them and miss them all the time. He reached that conclusion around age 6.

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( ψ ☝ ✍ rUNS )

ψ for an angsty headcanon about our characters

((whAT IS ANGST THEY’RE LIKE 1000% FLUFF SAKDJGHS but if I do have to say something hmm… it’s probably that Piko still has that pessimistic mindset about believing that everybody always leaves. Despite how close he and Len are becoming, and even if Len promised he wouldn’t leave, Piko thinks that one day Len’s going to find something better to invest his time in and then he’ll disappear. And now having that sort of thought kinda hurts him. 

☝for my character’s private thoughts about your character

He’s fairly afraid of the things he’s starting to feel for him, regardless of their nature, since he's never experienced any sort of attachments to other people before. He's confused. But also happy. Those things make him feel more human. 

✍ for a letter from my character to yours

"Len,

       It might seem sort of cowardly to send you a letter, instead of talking face-to-face, but you know I'm... not the best at talking, and to be honest, it'd be a bit embarrassing to see your immediate reaction...

    I just wanted to thank you. For being there and putting up with me in a way no one has before. For wanting to spend time with me (I hope you do it because you want to), and making me want to spend time with you, too. Saying that you're "important" would be an understatement, but I don't really know how to call it... The whole purpose of this letter was to put it into words, but no matter how much I try, I can't do it. I'm sorry for that... but I'll thank you again, because it's thanks to you that I don't feel alone anymore. And I hope I can return that favor someday... I hope I can make you happy just like you do for me.

                                                                  ---Piko"