Final Log
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By the time all of you hear this, whoever you all will be, my time has come. I don’t know what will happen but I..I don’t know what is going on now. I feel like I’m in a space of nothingness.
Are there people out there? Did I have friends? A family?
I questioned and questioned, but in this present moment a stranger visited me. He was familiar..like someone I knew long ago. He said that I helped his mother when I was in Unova and actually saved her...and also the one who gave me Juan-her Blessing.
*sighs*
There’s so much complication. But for the time being, Sivos has given me a chance to make this last log with a clear mind and memories in tact..just for this.
And so,this is the last time you’ll hear from me. Vee? You’re the love of my life that stayed with me. I hope I didn’t hurt you too much, especially during this time. No matter what, I will always love you.
Juan and Chiisa..you have given me tremendous light and love in my life. I know that despite what I have done, you will succeed. You will succeed and the world is in your hands. I love you both.
My sister, Dusk, I’m sorry that I have been dismissive and not seeing you often, but I didn’t want to put more stress in your life. Thank you for taking Juan in your care, he needs the love of his family..all of his family- the Yawas, the Kuronekos, the Blackthornes, and the Blithes. Keep singing and become the star you were supposed to be.
My closest friends and even acquaintances, take care of yourselves. Thank you for letting me in your life.
Finally... my mother, my brothers..I know you’re out there still, and I know I’ve shut you out of my life, but it was nice knowing all of you. Mother, you were struggling with what dad did, I know, and you had to be heartless and tough on me. And..I know I looked like him..
My brothers..keep doing what you do, and if you ever hear this, know it wasn’t your fault. It wasn’t any of your faults..
[off to the side, crying] Okay..I’m ready..
*another deep breathe* I love you..all of you. Goodbye.
Sivos--
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