Jul 18
hi btw ty to everyone for being patient w me you all mean the world to me jsyk
#ooc.#mobile.#like ik i was going Crazy for 2 days then went silent#PLEASE understand my job sucks the life outta me most days 😭#im usually like collapsing when im home#also and this is like.#tw neg.#i Have been fighting thru one of the worst depressive phases of my life this year#me coming back to this is such a huge part of me reconnecting myself back to like#hobbies i used to love and that used to be something that brought me a lot of joy#it still does and im SO happy to be back and that i can write again#i just also sometimes feel physically sick with how exhausted & sad i am sometimes#likely days i'm off of work w nothing to do will be the times you're most likely to see me#esp when im sometimes working 10 or 12 or 14 hour shifts#and sometimes also 6 days a week 😞#but like ty for all welcoming me back and ty for being patient#while i have some rough days n all#like i wasn't lying abt coming back im just also fighting demons#anyway love u yay :)#also any replies ive been working on in my drafts accidentally got deleted#im being very brave abt it