#tw: memory issues

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Apparently my oc blog is where I’m gonna post my updates lol - anyways short answer, dentist was okay but my tooth needs treatment - long answer under the read more cause medical ickness. That isn’t one of my muses torturing someone.

So, basically, my tooth is dead?  Bacteria got in under one of my fillings and basically damaged the roots. My options are to have it removed or go with root canel treatment...but I’m not 100% sure on which way I’m going atm...  See I have this stupid phobia of water and whenever your teeth are like being washed with that water thing or even the thing to suck moisture out...it causes my brain to kick into - omg we’re drowning - mode...so I donno if I would be able to have root canel without dying.  At the same time I’ve already lost four teeth on my upper jaw so losing another would be a pain >_<. I suck at personal hygiene as a whole cause of my hydrophobia - I use quick showers (that you can control the shower head of, like those that come off the stand) and body wipes to stay clean. Brushing my teeth is done a lot quicker than it should be...and I’m gonna need to fight through that cause gum infections such and losing more teeth would be bad...  I have a broken body as well as a broken mind and I’m only 31... I sometimes wonder just what the heck I’ll be like in 30 years lol. Anyways, yeah...this is what I have to decide by the 10th. For now I’m on antibiotics and to keep taking my normal painkillers ~ always an adventure with me lol

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@nefer-seshen​ said: 

“ There is no way we are dating/married! “ -Gareth

MEMORY LOSS SENTENCE STARTER - Accepting

Of course - this was what happened to everything that he touched, everything that he loved. He’d been foolish to believe in this, to think that for once maybe the world wasn’t so against him but that was never to be the case, was it? A cursed soul like his? He didn’t deserve happiness and he certainty didn’t deserve love.  Still, this hurt, more than he thought that it would. She was still alive and some comfort was found from that fact but her memories seemed gone and he could only destroy memories, not bring them back. Destruction - that’s all he was to others and to think otherwise had been a mistake. Perhaps if he had remembered that fact, she wouldn’t be in the pain that she currently was.  “...what is the last thing that you can recall?”, he swallowed back the fear and pain. For now, all that really mattered, was her recovery.