far from home
About four days ago I moved cities for the first time in my life. They weren't lying when they said how disgustingly stressful it is. In a way it feels like I turned my life off at the tap and as of yet i haven't reconnected the pipes somewhere new.
I didn't have many friends in my old city and now just being physically further away makes me feel even more isolated. I have no idea how to make friends, and I'm concerned the friendships I did have are just going to fall by the way side now that I'm less convenient.
We moved here in part because my partner got a good job. So he's kick starting a great career and I quit my average job to move here where I won't have a job for a while. I'm bored, and scared, and empty and sad. I should be excited but I just can't get there yet.