Shiro has fantasized about Keith in the astral plane for so long that, when he gets out, he forgets they’re not actually in a relationship.
He doesn’t understand why Keith is so flustered when he pulls him in flush against his body, nuzzles his neck, and kisses his cheek.
“Sh-Shiro?”
“You keep calling me that,” Shiro murmurs. “Takashi is fine.”
“Takashi,” Keith utters, slowly, like he’s just now getting a feel for the name on his tongue.
“Is something wrong?” Shiro asks.
“No, nothing’s wrong,” Keith assures him. “Nothing’s wrong… Takashi. I just wasn’t really... expecting that.”
“Expecting what?” Shiro asks, casually trailing the back of his knuckles down Keith’s cheekbone.
Breath stuttering, Keith’s cheeks turn a lovely shade of pink. “N-nothing. Never mind.”
“Okay.” Shiro won’t force him to say anything if he doesn’t want to talk. Instead, he smiles and says, “Have I told you how cute you are when you blush?”
Keith goes even redder, the tips of his ears nearly scarlet. “Uh… no. You... have not said that before.”
“My bad,” Shiro says, stroking Keith’s warm cheek. “I should tell you more often. You’re very cute.”
“Th-thanks?”
He leans in closer. “And handsome. And loving. And sweet,” he says, punctuating each point with a kiss along Keith’s jaw. “Not to mention good at getting me off.”
Keith chokes, eyes like saucers. “I, um… think you… maybe… have me confused with someone else,” he says, faintly.
“Since when are you so modest?” Shiro murmurs, toying with a lock of ink black hair. “You know how good you are. The things you do with your mouth—”
“Shiro! —Er, Takashi,” Keith stutters. “We, um. We’ve never… done anything like that.”
Shiro blinks. “What do you mean?”
“We’ve, um, never had sex.”
“Really? What about all those times you put your—”
Keith makes a small squeaky noise as he shakes his head, pupils blown wide.
“We haven’t… done that,” Keith says. “A-at least, not in this reality. Maybe— maybe you dreamed it?”
“Oh,” Shiro utters. “I… yeah, I guess so. After being in the Black Lion’s consciousness for so long, it’s hard to tell, sometimes, what’s real and what I just…”
He gives Keith a rueful smile. “Sorry.”
“It’s okay,” Keith says. “Really. Don’t worry about it.”
“So where are we actually at, then? In our relationship?” Shiro asks.
Keith’s lips press together. Quietly, he tells him, “Shiro, we... aren’t in a relationship.”
The words hit Shiro like a sucker punch, like a shot to the solar plexus, forcing all the air from his lungs. He’s mortified, yes. But more than anything, he’s utterly heartbroken.
“I... I’m sorry,” Shiro says, scraping out an apology. His voice feels distant, like it belongs to someone else. He takes a step back. “We were never… And then I… That must have been… I’m so sorry. I-I should go.” There isn’t really anywhere to go, but there are tears stinging the corners of his eyes. He makes to leave.
“Wait,” Keith says. He reaches out and grabs Shiro’s wrist. “Takashi. Wait.”
Blood thrumming in his ears, Shiro pauses. Slowly, he meets Keith’s gaze.
Keith’s dark eyes radiate intensity. “I love you.”
Shiro swallows and braces himself. “You love me, but…”
“But nothing!” Keith threads their fingers together. His grip is desperate at first, then softens along with his gaze. “I… I want it. A relationship with you. I’ve dreamed about you, too.”
Shiro frowns. That doesn’t make sense. “Then— then why haven’t we—”
“I don’t know,” Keith says. “I don’t know. Because I’m an idiot, maybe. I just— I didn’t think you’d ever want that. Want me.”
“Which you now know is… very much not the case,” Shiro says, with a hint of a self-deprecating smile.
Keith’s lips curl up. “Yeah. I got that.”
“So…”
“So I, uh…” Keith blushes furiously but soldiers on. “I want to learn what, exactly, you think I can do with my mouth.”
Shiro lets out a startled laugh. “I’m never gonna live that down, am I.”
A smile plays across Keith’s lips. “Not a chance.”
He’s unbelievably beautiful like this: blushing, playful, hopeful. Shiro can’t help but smile too.
“How about we start with a kiss,” Shiro says.
“Yeah, that… that sounds good.” Keith wraps his arm around Shiro’s waist and tugs, bringing him closer. With the softest of smiles, he says, “I’m all yours, Takashi.”










