we got married in a fever hotter than a pepper sprout weve been talkin bout Jackson ever since the fire went out. #johnnycash #junecarter #jackson _____________ in January 2011 I noticed Trevor - like a goldfish or a Moorish Idol or a koi stitching light thru a dark, still pond - defining depth, with dive. his brooding introspective rapt feelings & thoughts spoken all lustrous & scintillating, illuminated a path I followed to our debut as band mates a month later. gosh how we played. him on bass me on guitar him on drums me on bass him on guitar me on drums singing shouting squealing into fits of creative pure joy bliss. time didnt exist in the space between us. we talked music & drugs & recovery & music solidly as friends, as recovering addicts - until we relapsed separately; & then the conversation continued as using addicts while our little punk rock n roll band we christened Faust Arp tumbled into a spoon. the story goes we eventually got clean, got real with each other & got these lives we share ... but this first image is from before all that, at a show we played in July 2011 almost four years before we got clean & everything changed. the second is us belting it out our affinity for June Carter & Johnny Cash duet Jackson, at karaoke in May 2015. both images were shot at the same local watering hole, Quincy's - the first portrait shows me loaded, the second shows me fresh with 90 days clean to my name xox with only 7 whole minutes left of Friday this is still #fbf relevant darn it. #music #livemusic #twopieceband #couplegoals #husbandandwife #punkrock #frontwoman #empoweringwomen #makemusic #DIY #create #karaoke #soulmates #twinflames #pursuitoflove #relationship #marriedlife #mother #motherhood #motherhoodrising #addiction #newcomer #trusttheprocess #justfortoday #wedorecover (at Quincy's Pub & Cafe)