#txt.vent

[itsyaboyeric]

dealing with hypersomnia and for the life of me I cannot wake the fuck up

[kowboykiller]

if you’re a minor on here,

please

don’t lie about your age!!! you’re doing nothing but putting yourself and adults you interact with in danger.

i get it, ok? interacting with adults, sexually or not, feels exciting and makes you feel like you’re mature, in a sense. but please, don’t lie about your age

and another thing: if an adult is telling you you act so mature for your age yet also wants to sext you or have you send nudes, please!! don’t listen!! it’s just another way to groom you. they know you’re naive and they’re taking advantage of it

[sadistic-sushii]

Honestly fuck you

I want you away from my friends, because youre going to treat them the exactly the same way you treated me

You know who you are :)) you know i dont forgive right off the bat. No more fucking chances

[deathlessserenity]

​tw: drug mentions and sh mentions. please don’t read if you’re uncomfortable with those topics. thank you.

sometimes i question being a psych major but my fear of never being able to be as good as people expected of me when i was younger and my fear of being nothing have pretty much overridden it. now i just feel like an empty husk of anger, regrets, and anxiety. i fear that one day i’ll take it too far and all the people i care about will leave me once they realize i’m no longer the “perfect person” they thought i was. i’ve tried to find ways to get through it all but none of my coping mechanisms have worked except for the ones that result in shot vocal cords or a bruised body. i’m sure one of these days it’s gonna backfire horrifically and i’ll never be able to recover, both mental and physically.

haha anyways it’s ✨all nighter hours✨ time to drink too much caffeine and and take too many meds

[sadistic-sushii]

You know why mood drops and anxiety at the same time suck?

Because you want to break down and cry but also not feel like your making a fool of yourself.

You want help but you dont want to put your problems onto everyone else.

So you end up being numb and silent, with over a million thoughts in your head.

The silence is violent. Its peaceful in a way that no one can hear my thoughts.

[sadistic-sushii]

we'll just pretend that everything is normal until you get a taste of your own medicine.

[sadistic-sushii]

Its one thing to fuck around with me, but if you mention my FAMILY, thats game fucking over.

[sadistic-sushii]

Why does my mom put me down so much,,

Can you... can you not... por favor... like.. let me live......