Chapter one (part 1) : From time
I stared at Devon sleeping as the warm sun gleam on his face for about 15 minutes. He look so at peace. I want to be stuck in this moment forever. . . Despite the fact he fucked over again, I was too gullible so I took him back. The bad moments we've had always replay in my head like "why did this happen". I never understood what I've done wrong, but the good times makes me want to try again.. But after that there's always another wreck. As I was getting ready to lay in his arms, his phone vibrated. I quietly took his phone, and checked the message. Jade: "Sorry I can't come over tomorrow." Oh my god... My heart dropped to the floor. I stopped breathing. My eyes became watery. I put on my stuff, and headed out while he's laying there. I ran down the stairs like an angry bull. I can't believe he's doing this again. *ring ring ring* "Wassup Rose?" "Girl you would not believe this! Devon is fucking around with Jade! I thought she was just a girl he used, to try to make me jealous, but obviously he asked her to come to his house tomorrow, then she was like sorry she can't. I read the message with my own naked eyes!" "Ohhh lord. I knew he was gonna fuck some shit up again. Rose listen, you need to let him go... For good!" For good... Letting him go was a temporary thing for me, but it's better for me to let go forever. I'm so tired of this. "I guess you right, Desiree. Fuck him."
**Later on that evening**
This was suppose to be our last day we spend time together because me and my friends are going to Los Angeles tomorrow morning. I still have to pack, but I kindly decided to be with him just to be "disappointed". I swear I'm done with his childishness. I'm too great for this. "Okay Rose, everything's gonna be good. You're going to LA tomorrow, you're modeling career is going well, you're going to a Chris Brown, and Tyga concert on Saturday. Everything is good. Every girl after you is a downgrade." I calmly told my self that while staring in the mirror as tears began to fall down. "Every thing will be okay."
"I wish Rose would hurry up out the house!" *beep beep* Rose came out the house with all her luggages. She rocked a Last King camouflage tee, with a pair of Jays. Her long luscious hair was straightened, topped off with a LK snap back. "Sorry you guys. I cried off my mascara, so I had to redo it." "Girl I know you were not.." Rose cut Briell off." "Neck ass. My mascara cost more than his dick." We all laughed. I low key knew she was still hurt from yesterday because what girl wouldn't be? I just hate to see her pretend everything is okay, but me and Briell will do anything to make her happy. Hopefully she'll get him, and the memories out of her sensitive mind. "LA HERE WE COME!" Rose yelled.
After the 8 hour flight, we had lunch at In & Out. "Muthafuckas were not lying when they said In & Out were the best!" Rose said. "Yassss. Chicago needs a taste of this." Briell agreed. "INSTAGRAM." "People are gonna be like "omg they're in LA!" I said. "I can't wait to explore this area!" Briell exclaimed.
We got to a gorgeous condo with the most amazing city view. I'm highly impressed. Few minutes later I get a text from Devon, but I ignored. He don't deserve to get a reply from me. I'm ready to have fun, and move on! "You guysssssss, should I wear this or this for the concert tomorrow night?" Said Desiree holding a sexy Victoria's secret thong in one hand, and a lace boy short panties in the other. "Ummm you getting laid at the concert?" Briell laughed off. "Now you know that's a lie." I said. "Stop it, lil nasty girl. Don't lie." Briell cut her off as she giggled. Desiree smirked. "Rose you get to see Chris!" Briell yelled. Okay so I have this obsession with Chris.. From his looks to personality, i just love it. "Oh my god do not get me started! I can't wait to meet him." I said as I was blushing. "I feel ya. I can't wait to meet Tyga." Desiree said. "My lonely ass!" Briell said cracking up.
**5:35 A.M.** *ring ring ring* "hellooo" I answered with a irritated tone. Can ya girl get some sleep? "Helloooo who is this??" I asked again. "Bae why you leave me without a goodbye?" This voice sounds familiar, and I feel disgusted. "Um Devon what do you want? You found out Jade can't come over your crib today?" "Girl you know I love you. Where u at? I wanna come see you. Take me back." Devon pleaded. "LA. Bye bitch." Ugh that pathetic ass hoe.
6:30 P.M. Pulling up in a black polished BMW, the atmosphere was live! There were beautiful people everywhere, the lights were bright, the commercial announcements were loud. Me and my girls are excited for the performance! Briell parked our car, and we headed inside the arena. FRONT ROW BABY! "LA make some noise!!!!!" Chris yelled. The crowd started roaring. "Ladies, it's blazing in here right?!" "YESSSS!!!" "AHHHHH" "CHRIS WE LOVE YOU!" "Baby I just wanna see you strip.." Chris began to do an acapella. The fans were going crazy now. Strip started to play. Then it mixed into For the road. Tyga ran on stage full of energy. "Tygaaaaaa!!" Me and Desiree yelled. He squatted in front of us then smiled at Desiree while he was rapping. "Oh my goshhhh!" I yelled. Desiree was happy.. I could tell. We're having so much fun. Nothing can mess our night up. Not even Devon can mess Rose's night up.
"Thank you guys for coming again! We appreciate it. Love ya'll LA! Peace." Chris said. "Time to meet them up close and personal!" I said. We were on our way to meet them. "Oh my god i'm gonna faint." Rose said in an over exaggerating tone. "Let's pray you don't because that would be embarrassing." I said as I laugh. We suddenly heard a crowd of guys voices. "THERE THEY GO!" I looked back. I yelled "YALL RUN!!!" We dashed through the halls. Our hearts were beating so fast. "YA'LL THEY COMING THEY COMING!!" Desiree screamed. "GET IN THAT FIRST ROOM ON THE RIGHT!" I yelled. We slammed the door behind us as we laid our backs against the door. We were out of breath and are hair was everywhere. Next thing you know we saw Tyga eating Lays looking careless while Chris Brown looked at us shocked. Our faces became red. "What the..." Tyga said. "Look we're so sorry. We didn't know this was your room!" Rose said. "We were trying to run away from these guys. They were after us!" Desiree exclaimed. "Wait... after ya'll? Why?" Chris questioned as he laughed. "You laughing, we're serious. And i don't know." Rose said. "Well i'll let my security guards know that there's obsessive guys running around okay?" Chris smiled at Rose. Rose began to blush. "Cool."
Omg. Chris smiled at me. My heart is beating so fast. "We have passes to meet you guys, but..." Briell said as she showed them her pass. "Oh ya'll met us alright." Tyga laughed. "This is so awkward." I said. "Wait ain't ya'll them models from Chicago? And you dance right?" Pointing at Briell. "Yea we are and yea i dance. How did you notice us?" Briell asked. "Oh we see ya'll on magazines. Duh." He said laughing. "Okay rudeness." Briell said. Chris stood up from his dresser and headed towards me. "You Rose right?" Chris asked seductively as he licked his pink plumped lips. "Yup. Wassup?" I said smiling. "Just making sure. What you planning on doing after this?" Chris smirked. I know what he want, and I want to badly, but no. "Well me and my girls gonna head back to the house." I replied nonchalantly. "You wanna come chill?" "I would love to, but i think I should get home." I replied as I was looking at Briell and Desiree taking silly pictures with Tyga. "Oh well ight." He said looking disappointed. I smirked. "Well can I get your line? I'll hit you up." Chris asked. Okay so he invited me over... Now he's asking for my number? I ain't shit! "Sure. 310-234-5678" I said smiling. "Cool. You wanna take a picture before you leave?" "Umm shouldn't I be asking you that?" We both laughed. "Bri, can you take a pic of me and Chris? Tyga you next."
