Daniel D., Student (Psychology)
Read about Daniel’s experience as a student in CSL 100, and being the co-director of community engagement at the Collective of Community Oriented Students (CCOS).
Trace your involvement with CSL
I heard about CSL from a previous CSL intern, Eunice. The year before I had taken a year off school, during that time I had been volunteering with the Cerebral Palsy Association of Alberta, Habitat Humanity and a couple of other places. When I was going back to school she told me I should take this CSL, and that it would be really awesome to broaden my mind and teach me more about what service work is, and what it means!
I started with CSL 100 with Jay Friesen, I was partnered up with the Learning Centre Literacy Association. It was absolutely wonderful. They are a literacy school for adults, and there are computer literacy, numeracy, and reading programs. In my role as a classroom assistant, I would go up there and teach people about grammar, talk about books and other things. In one of the courses, we read the Breadwinner and we had really cool discussions on politics and what the book meant. Another class was just grammar class and I would help people with what infinitives are, and stuff like that! I actually did more hours than I needed to, I would go to the Association more than what was required. They are really far away from where I live, but if we were closer I would be super interested in going back again!
How did CSL change the way you think about things?
CSL was the shift from "helping people out" and moving towards social change. I care a lot about communities and how to help people and how to show up and all that kind of stuff-- but what was really imprinted on me was working toward social change in ways that serve the community. Rather than just serving specific ethics or moral ideas that you have about the world. I think you have to ask: “How am I helping the community in this way, or how am harming the community? How can I make sure that the path we are moving on forward now is beneficial, and is actually something that the community is in charge of?”
The other thing that was reinforced through CSL, was the idea of taking people as they are. When you are helping people, and you are giving people services and resources you cannot really decide what they will do with those resources. So, you have to decide how to work with them in the ways they want. Before taking these classes, service work for me still asked the question of, "What does helping even mean?” When I would volunteer at other organizations before I took CSL, it was a lot of hanging out and making friends. This was really fun and I enjoyed it, but I did not think about it in terms of community. CSL helped me think of it as more than just hanging out, but as a way to participate in community.
Did CSL introduce you to new experiences and knowledge, how and what?
Yes, it definitely did. Not just CSL, but all service experiences have been profoundly beautiful in how you meet so many wonderful people that you don't expect. Specifically, at the Learning Centre, there were so many wonderful brilliant people, who had knowledge, but the systems of marginalization were not allowing them to flourish. It made me very uncomfortable - seeing people not being able to flourish because of a disability, or because of their social-economic status. It was like: “Wow, these people are so brilliant, but they just don't have some skills yet.” Also, it wasn't even language literacy, like not knowing how to speak English. It was also about literacy on things like the computer or email. In this day and age, if you don't know how to use a computer you can't really do anything. If you cannot access your email or use devices employers use to communicate with employees, it’s likely very hard to find a job!
How has CSL impacted your academic or personal life?
I am currently a co-director for community engagement for Collective of Community Oriented Students (CCOS), which is a CSL affiliated group. So that has been a really cool step, which fits into my academic and personal life. I have learned that school - particularly University, can be very isolating, at times when you are just going to classes and you are seeing familiar faces who you know nothing about. You are learning but there is a lot of pressure, and there is no real opportunity to see who your community is, even though you are constantly seeing the same people over and over again. So, trying to bring the community back into people's lives is very important to me. For me, it is about being present and allowing other students space to be themselves and be a part of our community on campus.
Has CSL impacted your future?
CSL has complicated my career path, but in a good way. It has given me direction but also has opened my eyes to other options I had not thought about before.
For some background, I am an artist, musician and poet. For a while, I was very interested in being a music therapist. Right now, with all of the community work I have been doing, I have been really focused and curious about community psychology. Despite the many flaws psychology may have, for some of its dismissal of societal or community values, there is a strong and unexplored sense of how communities work at a psychological level.
Psychology is at an interesting point in its trajectory, where it has a lot of authority, and where it can help people. So, I have been thinking about a more academic path, where I can bring together my passion for art, music, poetry and community psychology. So CSL has impacted me in a very profound and complicated way!














