Apr 15
im so anxious bc today im going to the place im doing my internship at 🤢
#ughhh!!!!!!!!#i dont wanna :( it's raining and i wanna stay in bed and read w my cat#i just get so ridiculously nervous when im going to a new place#that social anxiety thing where im like IDK WHICH DOOR TO KNOCK ON??????#which building should i enter?????? what if it's locked and idk what to do?? 😭 and so on#also i am nervous abt going there and meeting my supervisor#and having to talk and try to be normal... i dont wanna 😞#but if i dont do this i literally cant pass and finish this program so .... i gotta#but omg i am soo anxious (+ i have a migraine yay)#ewwww im outside now... it's 12min left so i'll just wait a little bit before i go over....#im so nervous how do u interact w ppl 😭😭#i dont wanna ....... :((((#i just wish i was normal and knew how to do it like everyone else does#okayy i did it#and i think it went ok. they were nice at least#im just realizing more and more that i think im not made to be social 🥴
