TWIN FLAME
“Your twin flame is a fragment of you. They enter your life to help you discover more of your authentic self by releasing what no longer serves your life, love, and livelihood.” —Dr. Harmony, intuitive energy healer
Mirror mirror on the wall
Who’s the fairest of them all?
Is it me, or is it him?
Or is it both of us, as twins?
I saw him and I saw me.
Wanting so badly to break free.
Free from the pain and hurt
Dating and fucking just for sport.
I saw him and I knew how to soothe him.
I saw him and I knew how to hurt him.
Because when I looked in his eyes
I can see myself crying.
When I felt his touch
I could feel my loneliness and nothing much.
We’d laugh and joke.
We’d even lie down and sit in complete silence.
There was comfort in our presence.
There was pain from our lessons.
I love him, and he loves me.
But even that is not enough, he’d agree.
Cause even though I loved him wholeheartedly,
He would never choose me.
Manipulative, disrespectful, a coward, a liar.
He was someone I both loved and admired.
Deep down I knew,
But I still wanted us to be true.
My fairytale ending I thought we were perfect under the sun.
But who would've thought that he’d be both my knight and dragon.
When I look at him I am blinded.
I used to see me.
But it was me.
It was old me.
It was unsure and confused me.
Now I am a brighter me.
I have washed my hands clean
From all the past hurt and pain.
He’s still him,
And thats okay.
But now when I look at him into his eyes,
All I see is his brown eyes.
When I touched him,
I felt only his skin.
There is no attachment
I have become me, true me.
So, mirror mirror on the wall?
Who’s the fairest of them all?
It is me,
Unapologetic me, healed me, loving me.
I am no longer held captive and filled with rage.
My twin flame set me free from my own cage.
I just pray
That he makes it out one day.
