#unbearable distance

[scalpelgall]

I dreamt about him hugging me so desperatly tight, in a way that stole the air from my lungs and broke every bone in my rib cage, in a way that had me numb but still wanting for more.

But it was just a dream..

- ( via @scalpelgall )

[suddenlyyourss]

Your the sun and I'm the moon. This distance between us is unbearable, but every night you still die to let me breath. I thank you for that. You saved me.

[im-waiting-in-the-dark]

I love you. The beginning and end of everything. I see us together, ordinary days, ordinary things, ordinary talks, every day, every second my mind has enough time to wonder I see us.I wish for such simple things… They make me smile every day, and they bring tears to my eyes as well, every day. Before, when I ever thought about love, I actually had no idea it was so physical, and that it could be buried so deep in my soul too. You are in every inch of me, and I am not complete, because you are the best part of me, and right now and every day, I am missing you. I felt impulsed to somewhere far from here, my whole life. Now I know why. Your existence was calling me. Strongly. It was hurtful. And now that I know that was you, now that I have a name, a face, a voice, it brings me more hope and pain. Every day without you is hard, it’s a struggle, but every day without you, is one less day without you. One day closer to you, to us. It’s a balance between feelings, I am struggling, and suddenly I see you, and you’re smiling. My brain slows down, I am breathing again, and I know that I am in the right path. Every second missing you is worth taking, because you smile and everything is okay. I can then keep going. I felt you my whole life and now I know the direction, I’m going to you. You’re missing in me, and I’m coming to you. Soon. I ask you for two things : let me make you happy, let me dedicate my life to that ; and -please wait for me.

To D. You’re my Everything. I love you baby.