Hey. This might be too little too late, but I just wanted to say I miss ya and I'm sorry for how things went. I'm also sorry that i wasn't there to help defend you and I am definitely sorry that it took me so long to say anything about it. You are an awesome person, one who I loved to talk to and hear your opinion on things. You had this amazing way of making people feel good about themselves (me included) and I think that's what I miss the most... I hope you are well, hope to talk to you soon.
“too little too late” is a good description of it. You are apologizing for all the correct places where you fucked up; I acknowledge your apologies.
The more time passes, the more appalled I am about the treatment I received, and the less I care to ever come back. I don’t so much mind the years of effort, time, and emotional labor I put in being taken for granted, but I *absolutely* mind that when push came to shove, NO ONE but @wyvernfire spoke up on my behalf. No one but her challenged the people who were slandering my honor, reputation, and years of service. No one had my back when when I was being outright bullied.
No one but Amie. And now it’s been months since I’ve left and I’ve heard from, what, like three of you, total? Some friends you guys turned out to be. I don’t fucking care how shy or awkward or confrontation-averse someone is. If you don’t fight for your friends when they’re backed into a corner, then you shouldn’t be surprised when you lose them. It wasn’t the muckraking assholes who made me leave. It was everyone else’s silence. If you’re silent, you’re complicit. Period.
