#useless update

[psycheverse-of]

Oof, the sudden urge to turn this blog into an Eric Matthews/Jack Hunter Appreciation Space is

strong in this one. Yikessss.

[infiniteiram]

i used to bust out fics in five days and now it’s almost the end of the month and i barely even have two chapters of this new fic 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫

[shunganeva]

I literally can’t wait to leave work and draw. my brain aches without my silly little drawings. AUREGHHG,

I will return with more useless info JUST YOU WAITTT

[itsonlyoscar]

I've been away for a minute. It's been seven months on T, and I don't really have anything new to report. Changes seem to have stalled somewhat... my voice might be a teeny weeny bit deeper, and I think my chest got a tiny bit smaller, but I haven't noticed much else.

Idk, I know my levels are technically "within range," but I feel like everything slowed down significantly after my dose was lowered. Or maybe changes have just naturally tapered off and this is all my genetics are gonna give me. Then again, it's only 7 months... lol I know I'm supposed to be patient but ugh, you know?

Also, I still don't have a date set for top surgery. When I spoke to the coordinator, they mentioned that my surgeon was pretty much booked until March, and that she'd be giving me a call back when they can schedule me in. That was about a month ago, so I don't really know what's going on but I'm hesitant to call again. Welp here's hoping I get that call soon. Maybe after the new year, that'd be nice.

In other words, nothing is coming up Grayson right now, and it's kinda bumming me out. On the bright side, my face hair is making a comeback. Here's pics of that feat. the not too shabby haircut I just gave myself:

Not as good as it was, but getting there. Slowly.

[cocomaxley]

Just sitting in my chair debating on what to eat for dinner...

@ao719 @the-soot-sprite @zaffrenotes @speedyoperarascalparty @leelee10898 @emichelle

[doodlydoki]

Yo buttercups!!!!!!!!!!💙💚💛💜

I haven’t really written anything for the past week, I am busy writing the next request now, but I was just so NERVOUS!!!!! I’m getting my final results TOMORROW and my parents were jokingly getting me nervous like; “We’re getting you a cake to celebrate!!....or just so you can eat away your sorrow IF y’fail?” or “We got the flag pole, now you need to pass so we can hang out the flag!” Dammit mom/dad that’s not helping meeehhhh 😂😂 btw my dad came barging into my room with the pole just when I opened the door and accidentally poked me with it  😂😂👏👏

Anyways, because of the nervs i’ve just been postponing my writing and instead focused on my japanese course on duolingo 😊 I had a duolingo fight with someone for 3 DAYS!! We refused to give the other the lingots so in the end I won when they finally gave up at 2600 or so because I still had 300 more exp 😂

Also, i’ve been catching up some friends who are in the same predicament as me!!! O boy nobody wants to fail aaabbsbxbjdjjx

Anyways, imma go back to writing now and wait for my results, because MIRACULOUSLY I am less nervous now than I was for the past week (I dont know why lol😂👍) 

Hope ya guys had a good week too!! And for the people who are also waiting for their results, GOOD LUCK!!!🍀🍀

[hollandorks]

I’m going to try to get chapter 4 finished and uploaded within the next few days! I’ll also get to asks/ taglist requests tomorrow or Saturday (I randomly got sick so that’s why nothing’s been happening)

[the-tortoise-queen-writes]

whilst working on chapter 23:

(@10-30 PM: Normally, I would have the chapter 3/4 if not already done, with at least 12 pages.)

me: sometimes death is an option

also me: what the fuck are you NO IT ISN'T

also me: Calm DOWN EDGE LORD

me: i haven't written a single word of chapter 23, frankly, i am scared of nemuri

also me: she is FICTIONAL and you are WRITING HER