#uuugghhhhh

[necrominn]

more straws⁉️

[varpusvaras]

Once a year (at least) I need to make a post complaining about the fact that I entered a university program in which the study language is officially Finnish, where there were exactly two mandatory English classes at the beginning of the first year of my Bachelor's studies, and they were mostly about grammar and telling us not to use anglicisms, and how I'm still in the same program doing my Master's but every single course and all of the study materials for them are in English. This is that post now.

[chickensauras]

My haterism for the VS anime has mostly subsided. Its not for me but thats fine.

But the bit where thorfinn was even considering leaving with Leif at the end of s1 remains the thing i cant let go of. Removed a load bearing beam with that change.

[sanjisblackasswife]

this + the bounty introductions was FIREEEE and GENIUS

[monards]

Alicia Wilkershire fans LOVE when she’s associated with more death & fatal imagery

[rotting-tonight]

Obligatory I miss copia post

[chipthekeeper]

[sadowlswriting]

All my days are blurring and fading.

Never mind last week,

What did I do yesterday?

What did I speak?

Do I remember myself?

Or have I faded too?

I have disappeared from the all people I love.

There's piles of empty wrappers,

And bottles,

And packets,

In my room;

On the table,

On the floor.

There's piles of laundry,

Unwashed,

Unfolded,

Creased,

and wrinkled.

My acknowledgement of keeping up appearances has gone away with the leaves in the wind.

I sweat out my worries, regrets and mistakes under the blankets at night.

A bed is supposed to be a comfort,

A place to sleep,

To rest,

To regain energy.

But......

What if it's the thing I struggle to get out of....

Because the rest is not enough,

Because the exhaustion is not physical,

The fatigue is not visible?

How do I rid the ache in my bones, my joints and muscles....

When it is not from the bones, joints and muscles themselves,

But from something deeper within?

I am told, that I am supposed to know these things,

That I am old enough to figure things out,

But I'm tired.

I'm bored.

I'm stuck.

I've stepped in glue and I thought I had more time before it dried, but now I deal with the consequences of my ignorance and.....

And...

I just want a hug.

Let the world disappear for a moment.

Feel the warmth, that's not from artifical fire,

or blankets,

or a hot cup of tea.

I want safety

And comfort,

I want to be seen

And heard.

And I want something else.....

That I haven't yet quite figured out.

-Owl.