Me: *puts phone in pocket*
Me immediately: where is my phone
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Me: *puts phone in pocket*
Me immediately: where is my phone
🎶 Walkin’ in a Winter ❄️ Wonderland 🎵
I went to the doctor before I came back from break and he said my ear wasn’t infected and to take claritin-D so I got the generic kroger version (same ingredients, costs less) but now not only is it not making any significant improvements to my ear (still hurts whenever I move my jaw) I’m now unable to get a full night’s sleep at once which appears to be a side effect.
sometimes i feel so happy but mostly you just make me mad baby u just make me mad
also editing arc 2 like ah yes reason 4839484 I get so emotional during this arc.
currently editing Juni defending Verity—who immediately tries to kill him after—and Juni in turn immediately tries to help AGAIN.
and I’m like my ocs don’t know it, but not only has Juni been trying to help them for a while but unlike his girlfriend (not that I really blame her) he tries to consistently show his friendship.
like you guys don’t get it. He literally has the Only Friend of his publicly abusing him along with his Adult Abusers and then in private being like I am sooo sorry I have to (worst part is that she like 100% genuinely means that. RIP both of them. Yall would have been besties in another life) anyways.
but regardless of intention it makes him feel like shit. So this family he’s supposed to watch—which incidentally reminds him of his own—he actively tries to do the opposite, in which he defends them in public and is Nice Enough in private. And this family doesn’t understand (rightfully so) and sorta treats him like shit. Like Verity attempts his murder. Ray belittles him at any opportunity. Lee is like fake girl nice (in Juni’s view) and perhaps the only one with That Is Kind is Lao and Juni is pretty sure that’s due to his age alone. Which he’s sorta right on that point.
AND HE STILL CONTINUES THIS BEHAVIOR—because he doesn’t want anyone to feel like how he does. Even those who are hurting him. And I am IN PAIN.
which all of this makes arc 3 more tragic as Juni grows to be more vengeful anyway I’m fine.
i hope you DIEEE. AGAIN
My school wants us to watch a 30 min video, god save me
Regarding yesterday’s venting post:
I quit the job and now I just feel like a whiny complaining bump on a log who doesn’t understand anything. Like. Why. Whyyy. Did I do that. Other than the fact that my IBS felt like actual fire, I couldn’t eat or sleep right(not just cuz it was early morning), and my toe is broken and if i missed work to let it heal they’d fire me. Like. None of those reasons feel valid anymore. I really need a part time job that won’t kick my ass >.<