#v.i.x.x.

[reilaspeace]

I don't know about the rest of Starlights, but I have chosen to stay in denial that Hongbin is not..*gag* I mean no longer a part of Vi...*gag* Fuck it, I have chosen to stay in my world that is forever 6Vixx.

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Anyone else think that Hongbin jumped and enlisted so that Hakyeon wouldn't be able to come back and fix things? I feel as if Hakyeon convinced him the first time to stay, he would be the one to do it again. So before he could, Hongbin went in to the military, basically forcing Hakyeon to wait. Or just keeping it out of his control, so he can't do anything at all.

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I'm going to take some time away from kpop for a bit. The culture is just getting to be too much. I used to be ready to fight for my groups and get in there swinging. But now, with how fickle and gullible you all are, believing in shit starting websites. Or not being able to accept an apology when someone owns up to their mistake, is just getting to be too much for me.

People say the wrong thing, it happens every day. We get shit for it, sincerely apologize and we move on. But because he is a celebrity, what he says is scrutinized more. He apologized, he fucked up and put his foot in his mouth. I can think of a lot worse he could have done that would be inexcusable, but this is truly a simple mistake.

Everyone says, "Imagine if someone said that about your group." Well I say reverse that and what would you do? Would you stand by your idol and say it was a mistake? Or jump ship and ride the hate wagon?

I want to get in there and fight for Hongbin, get in there swinging at all you asshats. But this old international multi is weary. I will continue my support for my 6 boys. ALL my other groups as well.

Does that make me delusional...maybe. But I'm happy in my delusional world. And none of you have to be in it.

Also, Its okay to show support for your idol when they have made a mistake, and they own up to it and apologize for it. Stop letting people tell you it's wrong to forgive.

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So he's still 3 years old?

As soon as I saw the video I thought of the last gif.

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The moment I fell in love with....: Vixx Edition.

N...this was the very moment. It was 2012 and N said, "I got her, guys!"

Leo...Hyde. Long haired Leo had me feeling some type of way. Lesinset is a hell of a drug.

Ken...Dynamite. Don't get me wrong, I've always loved this adorable goofball. But he punched me in the face with Dynamite.

Ravi....Eternity. Electric blue hair and that little smirk. That's really all it took.

Hongbin....Voodoo Doll. I was only glancing at EXO, when Hongbin asked, "Who told you to look away?"

Hyuk....Memory. Hyuk's voice was perfect for this song. I was so proud.

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Imagine Hakyeon as Persephone.

As we all know in the story Persephone spends six months with her mother and six months with Hades. I want you to imagine the transition. That walk up the stairs from the Underworld to Earth. And the walk back down. The slow intoxicating descent into madness, only to have to push it all way so that mother has no idea the lust filled depraved demon her child has become.

Hayeon-"Mama, I missed you so much"

Hakyeon-"Baby...I'm home."

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When I tell you I miss the hell out of my boys....

I freaking miss my boys.

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These are a few of my favorite things:Vixx

Hakyeon....just being Hakyeon

Happy Taekwoon

Jaehwan's crooked smile

The way Wonshik cares for Butt

Happy Hongbin

Hyuk's progress from this...

To this...

I love Vixx so much. And watching them mature as artists and entertainers has been a great pleasure. And I hope to be able to continue watching them grow. 🙌🏾Starlight for life🙌🏾