#vae stop talking

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slightly changed my tumblr and twitter names bc my mum found out about my twitter url

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i was tagged by Nicky!!

Name: Mara 
Nickname: Vae (only on the internet) 
Birthday: November 20th 
Gender: ??? ? who knows anymore 
Sexual Orientation: pan 
Height: 157 cm....... 
Favorite Colour(s): purple + turquoise  
Lucky Number: 2 
Favourite Fictional Character(s): i actually don't really have favourite characters?? i change my mind too quickly... i'll just write a few which come to mind right now: Will Herondale (Infernal Devices), Oikawa Tooru (Haikyuu!!), Celty Sturluson (Durarara), Komaeda Nagito (Super Dangan Ronpa 2), Jack Harkness (Torchwood) 
Favourite Beverage: TEA 
Favourite Food(s): pizza and sushi 
Last Movie I Saw: uhhh i actually haven't seen one in a while? captain america is on tv today so i might watch that in an hour 
Dream Wedding: idk if i even marry someone but it shouldn't be too big i guess? more private 
Dream Job: maybe something with art?? illustration?? freelancing?? something like that

i don't know who to tag so everyone can feel free to do it?

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i actually made a twitter 

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I FORGOT TO MAKE A POST BECAUSE I WAS IN THE LIVING ROOM BUT HAPPY NEW YEAR TO THOSE CLOSE TO MY TIMEZONE

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i finally watched the hobbit today

my heart is broken but i loved it so much

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HOLY SHIT I HATE MY DAD SO MUCH

he always tries to guilt trip me  just now he asked if i could help him with decorating the christmas tree but i said that i can't leave the house bc our front door is broken, so i can't go back in if no one is home. and my mum is away with the key i could use, so it's simply not possible for me to leave. but after i've told him my problem on the phone, soon after we finished the call he writes me a text which says: 'You always manage to make me sad....' ???? excuse me??? i didn't even refuse to help because i don't want to why should i always feel bad when i don't do one thing you tell me to do what the fuck

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i can't wait to cut my hair in a few months i don't even care anymore if it looks shit or not i only want it a lot shorter bc everytime i see myself in the mirror i feel horrible about myself and it only gets worse day by day 

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i really really want to draw!!!!!

but i still have homework to do and i feel bad if i don't do that first