#vampiriito

[vampiriito]

okay hi guys, new chapters coming, just bear with me im going thru a massive depressive episode like no other. this might be the curse of becoming a tumblr writer, or presumably just my unmedicated depression and possible bpd. Please take care of ur mental health, this bs is no joke, i feel like crying constantly. The mermaid! reader is being worked on, and so is pillow talk (and a 'summer was my first love' epilogue). Im trynna extend the story lines and that is taking a lot of time and editing. I know the mermaid reader was requested a long time agoooooo im so sorry! (hopefully i don't kms and it comes out.) Thank you for 117 followers! i love you all.😭❤️😖

[vampiriito]

Oh I really hope you get okay, lovely. I suffer from depression for almost ten years now and I just recently just got over recently from a harsh depressive episode, so trust me when I say I understand you and think you shouldn't be feeling pressured because of your works right now. At the end of the day they're just fanfiction about people that don't exist in real life, while you are a real person with real feelings that should be taken care of. And the feeling of reading the next chapter of anything you post will be way better if I know it's coming from a place where the author is making whatever is in their power to make themselves be good. We like your content, but we care about something more than that: you.

This is genuinely one of the most heartfelt messages I've ever gotten. Really, it means a lot you took the time to write this. I talked to my mom today and we might get a psychologist so maybe professional help is just what i need. This period of time seems to be going harsh on everyone so do not hesitate to leave me a message if you need someone to talk to! The last part really made me emotional because the depression really makes you lose interest in things you like, and i just hope i don't lose my interest in this blog because i really love writing for you. Just like this anon said, you should take care of yourself first, and then worry about other things. Im not going on hiatus, i just need a little more time to figure stuff out! Remember there's always someone out there, and that i love each and every single one of you and there's always an answer and an opportunity for you to get better!💕💕💕💕

[vampiriito]

Part 2 of pillow talk whenn it’s so good!!

In roughly an hour babes! very interesting chapter coming out, I had a lot of fun writing this, i'm also writing a flashback so that's why it's taking so long!