#vanillapuddingjohnsmith

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i tALK ABOUT MY GIRLFRIEND SO MUCH OFGMG ITS KINDA EMBARRASSING BUT I???? CANT??? STOP TALKING ABOUT HER????

ugh shes 2 cute

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OKAY SO I FINALLY FINISHED MY PROJECT RIGHT

AND IM LIKE???? AWW YEAH--- WAIT FRICK I DONT HAVE A CD

SO I PANIC AND ASK MY FRIENDS AND FRICK A LOT OF THEM COULDNT????? 

THEN I FINALLY FIND A WILLING PERSON SO WE'RE JUST LIKE???? YES THNNAANAK U 

THEN JUST AS MY PROJECT FINISHED PROCESSING

THERE WAS A FRICKING

BLACKOUT

good lord and i only found my blank cds after the blackout

tonight is not my night goodbye

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sometimes i wonder if im bothering you while youre busy but youre too nice to say anything

and i just kinda regret starting up conversation in the first place

dont talk to me if youre busy im not worth your time

im sorry

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!!! oh man in relation to my previous post i'd just like to clear something up!!!!!

i'm not sad rn!!! it's more of like im pointing something out that i've noticed? cries i havent actually written that phrase in a long time until today? i got really sad but i got a lot better now yep

so yeah u guys pls dont worry about me!!! im starting to get a lot better now (especially thanks 2 girlfriend) 

dont worry you guys!!!!! i'll be fine and i wont be doing anything rash anytime soon okay

i might have my bad moments but i wont go to the extremes!! pls dont worry everyone!!!

gosh gosh no but thank you for the concern ;w;

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ive written "kill yourself" on my hand so many times im surprised that it hasnt been permanently marked onto my hand yet

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what if she secretly hates me because I'm so clingy and annoying

what if she's just pretending to like me to spare my feelings

I'm horrible

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im just an annoying little shit

i wish i could just die