#vaporrants

[vaporwhisp]

UUUUUUUUUUUUGH read more

So my stepdad has been out of work for several months now, and has shown NO interest at all in finding a job, so I have taken it upon my self to help provide for the house (a task easier said than done). We've been living off of donations from friends, and the kindness of strangers, which is no way to live AT ALL. 

and then today, I was going to go with my mom to town to hit up the temp agencies (a last resort) and he schedules a doctors appointment for today, meaning I can't go. (I have 2 younger sisters that aren't old enough to be left alone)  

So, not only does HE not want a job, but is actively sabotaging my attempts to get one. 

We got our taxes today, so that's at least one more month of bills paid, and my brother is being very generous as well, but fucking hell.

[vaporwhisp]

mini rant under the cut

I hate how my entire family is filled with extroverts, so they think that I need to go out and do things with "real people" to make me feel better, when all I really need is some alone time to myself (which is nigh on impossible in this tiny house). So they keep telling me that I need to "go outside", or make some "real friends", which double irritates me because they think that the connection I have with the friends I've made through this website aren't real. Completely disregarding the fact that these people are the best friends I have ever made, and that a few of us have found love through this group, and are really, truly happy with these friendships even if we have yet to meet in person, because we don't need physical contact to to make a strong connection with others (even though I would jump at the chance to meet all of them in person [WHY MUST GETTING TO BRONYCON BE SO EXPENSIVE?]). This rant went on a bit longer than I planned, but oh well.