Apr 10, 2023
I'm tired of being yelled at for my opinions because I have an "attitude"
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I'm tired of being yelled at for my opinions because I have an "attitude"
careless fools like me!!
todays diary 23/04/2021
my fave chinese teacher came back today~~!! so happy! she made a double study session feel like half a session! we learnt how to write a blog post for our exam!
in english the creative piece i’m writing is fun, however i’m worried about how i’m presenting carla in the letter (from her pov!). i mean i just need to be careful i keep the author’s voice of carla. it’s ridiculous i’m writing the story as if i’m recounting my own feelings under the characters names........(shhh that’s a secret my teacher DOESN’T need know that haha~)
in the last class i saw one of my classmates art diaries that they shared with us... it’s just so beautiful and amazing..seeing other peoples drawing or scribbles always makes me so happy <3
in a not so positive light... one of my classmates read a page of my journal\diary....
now... its not their fault, it was right open by mistake when i leaned over to ask them something, so i didn’t realize it was open... i’m not sure how much they read but i looked up when they stood up and their eyes were right on it...seriously i really panicked and slammed that shut asap...
I WROTE IT AT RECESS TIME- WHY DIDN’T I JUST LEAVE IT AT HOME?? careless fools like me shouldn’t bring their diary to school!!
but i canttt not bring something! its so fun to draw and write at recess\lunch !
luckily the content wasn’t too weird,, but ahhh its really...personal thoughts still :’) i trust them, and i told them that, but im worried they will accidently say something if someone happens to mention something related to what i wrote, ya know? i mean thats highly unlikely, i just hope that i wont wrote is no interest to them! and tbh it shouldnt be... i mean if we become closer maybe it will end up being ok.. but yeah, sometimes i just wanna keep some things\thoughts private- even if someone is my friend or i trust them.
she's so delicate and I'm so harsh and she's slight and I'm curvy and she's so soft spoken and I'm loud and annoying and she's so pretty and I'm awkward and she's so talented and I'm not good enough and she's so easy to love and I'm an acquired taste and she's everything and I'm nothing and on and on and on