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Putting this under a cut because I don't know where else to put it or how else to say it

The hospitalization didn't work. Meko's kidney values didn't improve and she's declining rather rapidly. We've made an appointment to bring her peace on Wednesday.

But I just can't help but feel like I've failed her.

She's been my best friend for 14 years. She's gotten me through so much and she's pushed through another year to stay here with us. I wish I could do more for her, but I can't anymore and I feel so horrible. I know this is what she needs, but I look at her little face and I just can't stop crying.

I might be on here for coping reasons but if I'm not active in dms. Please give me a little bit of grace. I'm not in the best mental space right now.

#vent.tea #cw pet death #I'm going to go take a shower and try to act normal but thank you all for dealing with me during this #I know it probably seems harsh and insincere to make posts while I'm dealing with this but it's literally my one comfort right now lol

Last thing I'll say and then I'll drop it and go back to playing hsr, but like. One of the biggest reasons I avoid my own mutual's/friend's discord servers is because I know for a fact that at least 50% of the people there are going to already have me blocked on here and I would rather respect their space and not invade a spot they're already comfortable in, even if I really want to hang out with my friends and mutuals more. Like that's just how my brain works. So if I haven't joined your server/was in your server and then disappeared without a word. It's because I know/saw someone (or multiple people) that have me blocked here in the server. Im sorry

#vent.tea #since this leans more into a vent than anything else #I just don't like making anyone uncomfortable and would rather stay out of spaces that I will make awkward

I think I might keel over and fade into dust today

#vent.tea #wholesale team still doesn't have access to the sales email so I keep getting asked about that while being hovered around #marketing decided to tell me they needed three different versions of copy for an email/text message campaign by EoD today #but DIDN'T have the full details for me to even start on the copy until TODAY AND they need me to write the T&C for the campaign #but it's the most confusing campaign ever and writing a logical T&C is just not possible #but then I remember our marketing team has been using AI for all of their copywriting for the past year so they expect me to use it too #instead of. you know. writing copy. like I did for years in the marketing department.#And now RMA keeps asking me stupid questions and asking me who is a dealer and who isn't #I DON'T KNOOOOWWWWWW STOP ASKING ME. STOP BEING SCARED TO TALK TO EVERYONE ELSE JUST BECAUSE I'M TOO NICE IN THE OFFICE.#THAT ISN'T MY DEPARTMENT. GO ASK THEM AND SEND THEM MESSAGES.#And don't get me started on the amount of people asking me if we can get more office supplies. Or if we're having a spring office party.#Or when we're getting more paper towels. Or where the boss is and if he's coming in today.#Guys I literally do not have any of this information because the boss canceled all the subscriptions except toilet paper and won't respond #to my messages. I do not know what is going on. PLEASE leave me alone and stop asking me the same questions every single day.#And beebs is NOT helping by saying ''you're yelling at me like I'm the problem'' when I get upset and a little loud about a situation #I am NOT yelling at you oh my god. I'm loud because I'm annoyed and excitable at the moment.#GOD.#Anyways crashout over I have to get several things done by the end of the day while the marketing team goes to eat lunch for two hours.

Tumblr doing whatever it's doing instead of fixing the block feature for the millionth time

#vent.tea #tbd #the fact that you can block/be blocked by someone and you still show up for each other is wild to me #and yeah filtering usernames and such is a solution but you still get a giant warning that's like #''Hey here's the person that blocked you/you blocked. They're here on this post or were involved in some way. Wanna see it?''#Or my favorite ''the person that blocked you/you blocked sent an ask to your mutual and therefore the block is invalid. Look at them :)''#And it sucks when they're bigger names/really active people in the comm you're in; then you literally see them everywhere #because the block feature doesn't work.#And I'm not against blocking at all. I think you should be able to block whoever whenever you want to for any reason.#I just don't like that you still have to filter after blocking/being blocked because literally no other site works like that.#Except discord but discord is stupid too.#Anyways the temps plummeted and so I'm cold and cranky and in a little piss mood. That and I'm PMSing.#I really should leave this stuff to my vent blog but I'm a little too irritable to care right now. I'll just delete this later.

I know for a FACT the reason I haven't been able to feel good socializing or feel good on here in general is because of bullshit happening irl and that makes me so upset because this is supposed to be where I come to relax and enjoy myself, but my job and the bullshit that happens here takes every single shred of my sanity and energy until I have nothing left to spare online with friends. This is literally the worst and I can't do anything to get out of it!!!

#vent.tea #tbd #I'm so tired guys #I think about deactivating every single day because I barely have the mental strength to be social and I feel like the worst person #because of it #I haven't responded to dms #I haven't been able to have fun with anyone recently like I want to #I haven't been able to catch up with anyone #I haven't been able to pay attention to anyone else's ocs and inserts or their works #every single time I think things are getting better and my load is getting lighter #something else goes wrong #and I have to pretend that I'm a okay when in reality I don't have enough energy to feel like a person #I'm so sorry guys I hate venting like this but I'm literally crashing out rn

At least I got a 50 cent raise though 🫠

#vent.tea #the full time salaried executive assistant TO THE CEO that has worked here for 5 years is making $19 an hour.#the support team member that started less than a year ago and got moved to the product team because product doesn't like #to hire and train their own employees and instead elects to take them from other teams is now salaried and making $19 an hour.#''that's an extra $98 a paycheck!'' and what the hell is $98 dollars gonna do for me bozo??#I promise I won't crash out today but 🙂#I will go offline for a bit because this day is noooooot gonna be any easier for me rn

Everyone keeps bothering me at work today and I literally just want them all to leave me alone oh my goddddd

#vent.tea #it's not even important stuff they just keep coming to me for small talk #or they keep walking by my desk going ''heyyyy~''#walk in silence please I very clearly do not want to be bothered by you #this is a very clear sign that I need to switch my medication because there really is no reason for me to be this annoyed #over little things that could just be shrugged off #that + the anxiety of traveling to meet people I've never met before + leaving my cats for three days #Also beebs waiting until the literal day before to get his outfit together like oh my god.#you only own jeans and you were told to wear slacks. why are you waiting until the last second to get them.

We are eight days into the new year and I'm trying so hard to stay positive but several of my coworkers have been cranky the whole week, I have to go out this weekend when I really don't want to, my meds have been making me feel awful, and I just feel...off. I'm really hoping this cloud passes soon because I don't like feeling this muted and detached all the time.

#vent.tea #tbd #trying to think of good and positive things but failing a little #and the spiral just hasn't stopped from last night it's just kinda moving slower than it was #which might be a sign that I'm hitting a low period and I don't want this so early in the year ughhhhhh #I just want to hang on the dash with my friends or draw or write or make something #I hate when my mood swings so suddenly and my energy crashes alongside it

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