#vent2

[strangeshounenhumanoid]

Sometimes it's a nice thing to see when you see a bad post reblogged with good intentions and tons of comments and reblogs of the post are attacking the bad part.

Thanks random strangers for calling it out and making the sting of seeing the post bare less painful.

[itsaverycolorfulworld]

#KirkoBangz #Vent2 #Progression3

[allthevents]

Vent #2

To start off, I didn't have my father in my life for about 6 years and I didn't think it mattered. I don't think it was any different from any other person unlike I got older. But we'll get to that later. My mom got a boyfriend and from what I've been told, I liked him in the beginning. I do remember a night when I felt as though he would take her away from me and I'd be alone and I was young when I had that thought but I felt it . They later got married and we moved in together and that's when I began not liking him as much . He was really controlling and everything had to be his way. He was selfish about things like cereal and other small things. He wasn't what I thought a dad was . From then on, I didn't think of him as a dad. At most he was a step dad and at least he was my mom's husband . Never my dad. I don't have one.

[anonymousbeautifulyou-blog]

day 2

Well. It was a good start of the day that turned into something that I don’t understand anymore. Everyday I wonder if I’ll ever get it. I just pray that the weight that I feel on my shoulders will be lifted up, because I honestly don’t know how I’m able to get through it. 

Today literally started by getting up in the morning, eating and then heading to placement, and during placement it was good you know. Mostly being able to write documents, typing letters ( that I still need to get used too but I know I can do it) you all of what a legal assistant does. 

Then probably at about 2 ish in the afternoon I get spammed messages from my really great friend (whose literally been there for me during everything I’ve ever been through) and on the break that I has ( that I didn’t really have but I was multi tasking which I shouldn’t be doing but YOLO)  and it was rough trying to not be emotional during placement. 

BUT I was able to overcome it and honestly it was hard but I did it. And then I felt bad for my close friend because He thought it was his fault, even though I know it wasn’t his fault at all.

:)

xoxo

[plant-basedvag-blog]

jesus send me a thick ass brazilian chick or just a chick ass girl with confidence and intelligence.

amen.

[naughtae]

If someone tells at me to stop being emotional, moody or to forget all my problems already one more time. I will honestly punch you. ;~; Leave me alone. So what if I am emotional, so what if I cry sometimes, at least I have emotions and feelings. Just because you don't have the same problems like I do doesn't mean you have to treat me and some other people with disrespect and tell us: Get over it. It takes time, do you not realize that? You have no idea how hard my life is, it may not be as hard as others, but my life is pretty difficult. When I take care of people, go to school early, study constantly to the point where I have no free time. Though, you know what, that's fine. At least I'm going somewhere with my life, and making something come out of it. So I will try, and I won't stop crying until I'm perfectly fine. I may have problems too, but through all my depression, tears, anger and everything else, I won't stop giving up. You and some other people might bring me down, but it's okay. It's how life is. Life is unexpected, you can't expect it to be easy. Life is hard. Though life doesn't put you through something you can't handle.

/Sigh, okay. I'm done.

Hi who ever is reading this. Thank you for taking the time to read my silly problem. Anyways, I think you're very beautiful. If you're a man, I think you're very handsome. I hope I made you smile. Now, let me tell you something else. I think you're wonderful. Whether we talk or not, I bet or know, that you're one amazing person. If you're having a hard time with your life, it's okay. Talk to someone about it! It'll make you feel better, and if you have no one, there's always me. Don't be afraid ^^; If you're having a bad day, or it was a bad day. I'm sorry to hear about that. Though the only way to have a good day if you, do something. Don't rely on anything/anyone to make your day better, the only person who actually knows what makes you happy and all that, is you. So, anyways, I'm done. Keke, don't forget! Smile everyday. =)