So sad to hear about Leverage: Redemption’s cancellation. I hope it gets picked up by a better network.
Here’s Harry Wilson getting the venties to commemorate this silly little show with a big heart.
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So sad to hear about Leverage: Redemption’s cancellation. I hope it gets picked up by a better network.
Here’s Harry Wilson getting the venties to commemorate this silly little show with a big heart.
Hooooo boy, you ever have a series of days where you just cry so much at some points and then cannot muster a single tear at others
Hooooooooooo boy oh boy
really weird when u are in a stable place and ur doing very well socially/emotionally/financially/physically like just all around u are doing good but then u still have some deep inner desire to break absolutely and just sob and sob and explode but u cant because u are stable and fine and happy but like u want to cry but u cant because ur fine. i think i got so used to being unstable and unhappy that now when im doing okay it feels abnormal and out of place and like something is wrong why do i always feel like something is wrong even when everything is okay
Not me crying and having a panic attack because I just can't focus. I can't do the work. I want to. I need to. I know that. But I just can't get myself to sit and study and write and do it. It's late now. And my next one is due soon so I'll be behind two. And it's freaking me out so bad. I want to go to therapy and try get some diagnosis, they might help, but it'd have to be behind family's back and means more money I don't have and also phone calls I am too scared to make and doctor appointments I'm scared to attend.
today was a rough day. realized every sexual experience i’ve ever had was either non consensual or dubiously consensual, so felt super dirty all day :(( in other news i got my favorite childhood stuffed animal some new clothes from online! she has a hoodie with holes in them for her little ears
me @ me after getting too attached to literally anyone:
i feel SO numb all the time now. nothing surprises me. Its hard for me to put myself in someone else's shoes lately. empathy feels low, and the only reason I can practice it is because i believe in it on an ethical level.
it just sucks i can't feel it.