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[printed-paws]

I hate being autistic I hate it I hate it tehe

Nothing drives home how disabled I am like autism

Nothing makes me feel more isolated and stupid and useless

I'm physically disabled and for me, it's more heartbreaking and disabling to feel alone and annoying because all I can talk about and think about and engage with is my favorite thing than it is to struggle with my horrible balance and weakness and being sick constantly

It's my only comfortable way to engage with anything

And it brings me so much joy too it makes me create art and write

But it just hurts to know when people talk to me it's like talking to a brick wall that spews repetitive shit about the same thing over and over again

That's all there is about me

[storm-of-feathers]

what is it with men and deciding they should have to be the ones to make medical decisions for you?? Like if you're close to a man he always automatically acts like he's the One In Charge. And so many men do it! It doesn't matter what their relationship to me is! Many times people have spoken to my husband over me because they assumed he was the one with the issue.

[kaseyskat]

tfw u feel underappreciated in your own server

[blossomsofopossums]

Fucking Exhausted

[lance-against-nasties]

me when school starts: god this is too much pressure I'm so stressed J want to kms

me on the holidays: god where the fuck is the schedule I'm not going anything with my life I'm never going to be happy I want to kms

[grianboycunt]

sometimes i wonder if people do actually miss me and whether or not i should hide away forever

[grianboycunt]

maybe im just being weird. #bpdmoments