#vessalium

[juvilation-blog]

vessalium

☂  { ah! please ... watch where you're going. juvia does her best to pay attention to other pedestrians, but she has no need to look ... down anymore. she apologizes! }

[experimentaloversight]

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Meme!

♪:A song (or two) that I associate with my character

Oh no! by Marina and the Daimonds

Don't do love, don't do friendsI'm only after successDon't need a relationshipI'll never soften my grip[...]I know exactly what I want and who I want to beI know exactly why I walk and talk like a machineI'm now becoming my own self fulfilling prophecyOh, oh no, oh no! oh no, no

✰:A reaction image I will probably never use

❅:A character I'm tempted to play

Jemma Simmons, from Agents of Shield

in order to write her properly, I'd need to do a lot more reading up on biochem though (she's a genius biochemicst), and I'm too lazy (and also I don't really want to put in the effort of maintaining more than one blog.)

(also there is no fitz.  fitz is like the platonic version of another science half and they're fitzsimmons and they do science together and [HAS FEELINGS STOP NOW THIS IS JUST A MEME WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME])

[juvilation-blog]

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✄ : Something about my portrayal that differs from others 

( i suppose it would be the fact that i still really like to explore juvia's timidities. she's grown a lot as a person, but she's grown and come so far using her friends and the people she loves (and is in love with) as a crutch, in the opinion of some. the absence of these characters leaves holes to be filled, ones she, before the bout of amnesia she suffers now at the hands of her transformation during the fantasia event, opted to try to fill on her own, instead of lapsing back into her old rhythms. embracing her timidities and her insecurities leaves something abrasive in juvia's psyche, something she's constantly fighting, a question of whether or not she really is good enough to fight as a fairy flies, but using juvia's shortcomings to help her learn to embrace herself has really helped her to earn her wings! )

☠ : A popular fanon headcanon about my character that bugs me

( it's not wildly popular, but there are some out there that think that as juvia's sorrows settle and plateau, perhaps her control over the weather, the sort that is based in her emotional state, will wither or perhaps evaporate away. though she is quite jubilant around her inner circle, it is clear that juvia's shortcomings are far from paved over, and as such that which has plagued her so long could not simply clear up so easily. i imagine it something she still struggles with, and probably will for a while. she may not be a gloomy rain woman anymore, but i doubt she'd be able to help a downpour coming down when she feels the need to cry sincerely. )

[consumat]

♥ :: ☢ :: ♠

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♥ - Most wanted AU

I think I speak for a good majority of the fandom when I say this and it's super typical buuuut I want an AU where he's human and happy. Being a ghoul is suffering...and so is being a human, but humans get treated a lot better.

☢ - Something about my character that I've never explored but want to

How he genuinely feels about killing. I'm pretty sure it's just a clouded hatred type of thing that makes him want to kill. I'd like to think that if he had a choice, he wouldn't.

♠ - A character I desperately want to roleplay with

UH....HAHA WELL..I can't exactly say I desperately want to roleplay with one person and I don't even think I'd say desperately it's more of like "Oh gosh I want to rp with them so bad it hurts" BUT...since you're here, I want to roleplay with you of course and that's the honest truth since Ayato's shared quite a few interesting conversations with Alice. I think it'd be interesting if he and Oz met.

And then there's just more anti-heros and villains I want to roleplay with since you know..Ayato's views are skewed and he can easily go from dark to light. So I'd just say characters that can change his view on things? Either bring him to the light or plunge him into the darkness.

[experimentaloversight]

* yes here we go

Meme

One thing that turned hasn’t turned out how I expected

Right this happened in this other group RP that I was involved in but Sherlock totally ended up having a thing for Alice from OUAT and it really blindsided me because like, he couldn’t even admit that he had a crush on her, but he totally did, and I didn’t expect him to have feelings for anyone partly because i was a trashy monoshipper at the time but yeah.Sherlock totally had a crush on Alice of Wonderland at some point and I have no idea how that makes sense, but it happened.  I didn't think he was capable of forming attachments in that way.