just sent my cv to the game studio that's employing our Sort Of Housemate* this morning & now i'm making a turnaround / ref sheet of an Adoptable Character Design feline fairy thing i designed TEN YEARS AGO lmao
if I land my first game dev art job ten years later but thanks to a technicolour bratz overdesigned critter i'd originally made to sell for $20 to some kid on deviantart ten years later I'm gonna lose all notion of what is actually worth investing time & effort into. like WHO KNOWS maybe today's stupid hobby is tomorrow's Big Girl Job With A Contract???? perhaps. prolly shouldn't jinx it & not to be an optimist but I've been hearing Good Things. Fry Squint. Very Suspicious.
*long story; just know bro is an orange cat & lives out of state but has been staying w us since new year's but not every day bc he spontaneously decides to stay with our other friends in town sometimes 👍 it's like having a part time housemate with added RNG to keep it interesting