morning after prompts ( accepting ) @viitlumi: i guess this makes us more than friends
The moment Reiner awoke, the flash of memories from the night before tinged his cheeks pink, and he shuffles in the bed, legs stretching out beneath the sheets whilst he only grimaced slightly at the soreness from their nightly activities, a dull ache that felt both uncomfortable and good at the same time . . . it was rather confusing, though none more so than his thoughts on the matter. He was afraid to roll over, to face Vito, worried that he made a mess of things by allowing them both to fall into bed like this, their friendship was good, their companionship, the things they shared, why did he ever feel the need to make things more complicated? Sure, the kissing had been nice, welcome, the sweet nothings Vito whispered in his ear, the praising, it all felt like Reiner was walking on a cloud, he allowed himself to come undone, he gripped the older man tightly and gave himself over for the night. Legs perched on shoulders, callused hands grasping at a back, amber gaze darkened with desire.
It had felt incredible.
Yet was it worth it to possibly lose his friend? Vito was the one person he had that didn't know him as a youth, that had no prior thoughts, was never effected by his treachery or lies. It felt nice to be looked at as a man rather than a broken soldier, a murderer.
He feels tears prickle his vision, only jumping slightly once Vito's soft tone reached him, and he quickly wipes at his cheeks, still not rolling over, the sheets still bunched up around his nude form and luckily veiling his morning shame. Bodies and minds were not linked up, having doubts and worries while singlehandedly having lustful memories plague and awaken parts of his body was ridiculous and yet here he was.
" . . . Would you like that? I don't want you to feel like you have to, I'm not a delicate flower you have to court just because you fucked me. " The tone is gentle despite the crass word, and he grimaces again, breathing in harshly through his nose before grunting and turning in bed, his features softening at the sight of a very nude Vito who looked just as handsome now as he did when he was on top of him the night prior.
" I liked doing that with you, I like doing a lot of things with you, but . . . please be patient with me. I'm scared I'm going to mess things up. I don't want to mess you up. "










