Yandere!Cult Leader x Yandere!Brother (platonic pairing)
Summary: Sevyn has been brought back into the cult, and is facing punishment for running away.
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Sevyn’s wrists burned like a salted wound. The weight of his body was supported only by the chains hanging from the ceiling, and it wore him down, slow, like a frog in a boiling pot. His shoulders ached for release, blood pooling in his lower limbs and driving pins and needles from his elbows to his fingertips. His head hung between his arms, unable to rest it due to the thorned crown adorning him.
For hours, the only sound he was allowed was the echoing drip of his own blood into the drain beneath his feet. The warmth of it wept from his torso, arms, and legs, providing only fleeting moments of solace in the cold basement he was confined in. He wore nothing but a pair of boxers, stripped of his dignity and forced to succumb to the will of his Shepard.
The door creaked open at the top of the stairs, allowing a shred of light to waterfall down the steps. It poured like honey, kissing the pool of blood by the drain once it reached the bottom. It glistened in the light as if the stars themselves were contained in the red mixture.
Sevyn strained to pull his head up, but quickly threw it back down as the light was switched on. It was much harsher than the sweet honey that poured down the stairs. No, this was isopropyl alcohol burning a scraped knee. A scolding for riding in the street.
The door was locked behind him, and Viktor began his descent into the basement. With each step, Sevyn felt a new wave of dread in his gut. He felt nauseous by the time he saw the Shepard’s black shoes.
“You’re still awake…” Viktor observed. Sevyn did not respond.
The Shepard brought a hand up to the jaw of his lamb. The younger man did not resist the touch, however, the grimace on his face was difficult to contain.
“Relax, Sevyn. You’re almost done.”
“Almost.. done?”
Viktor clicked his tongue and tilted his head. “Hm?”
“I-“ Sevyn breathed in through his nose. “What else do I have to do, sir..”
The Shepard hummed in approval and ran his thumb across Sevyn’s cheek. “I’ll let you pick this time.”
The younger was released from the unwanted touch, left only to watch as the cabinet at the far end of the room was opened. Inside contained several different tools to earn God’s- or Viktor’s- forgiveness. Sevyn’s least favorite was the barbed wire bat.
The Shepard took his time in choosing the tools for the job. It took at least three minutes for him to return to the younger man, and by then the pit in his stomach had grown into a sinkhole. He tried to keep his breath even, but was unsuccessful. He kept his eyes closed until instructed to open them.
In Viktor’s hands, he was met with his options.
The left held a muzzle. The right held a taser.
“What are the rules?” asked the lamb.
Viktor stayed silent until Sevyn realized what he was waiting for.
“What are the rules, sir….”
First the muzzle was explained.
“If you pick the muzzle, you won’t hurt for seven days. You’ll go outside again. Come to church. See your sibling. Sleep in your bed. But it doesn’t come off for seven days. Not for food, not for water, not for prayer. Seven days.”
The lamb swallows thickly. “And the- the taser, sir?”
“I’ll use it now. You’ll be punished for the next seven minutes, and then you’re finished for the week.”
The younger man had to give it some thought. There would be no immediate physical pain involved with the muzzle. But the humiliation, thirst, and hunger would slowly erode his body until he most likely died before the end of the punishment. It would be a slow and agonizing death. But he knows if there are only seven minutes of torture left in the week, it will be torture until the last millisecond.
“There is no choice,” Sevyn murmured. “There’s— I don’t have-“
“Pick, Sevyn, or I will.”
Sevyn hung his head in defeat. “… The taser, sir.”
“Very well.”
Viktor replaced the muzzle in the cabinet, and returned with a timer in hand. He set it to seven minutes, placed it on the window ledge, and began.
Minute one.
Viktor first pressed the taser into the left pectoralis major. The moment it made contact with the skin, Sevyn was howling in pain. While gripping onto the chains that held him in place, his body began to shake so fervently he was practically vibrating.
After seven seconds, Viktor released. Sevyn’s body relaxed and he whined like a dog left out in the rain.
His next trial was cauterizing.
Each gaping wound littering the body of the lamb was targeted. First it was his arm, a wide, torn, ugly looking thing in his shoulder. It would leave a deep and awful scar, and now, it would be worse.
The blood sizzled underneath the taser. Sevyn thought the pain before was all he could take, but now, he’s met a new face of it. It felt like claws ripping apart each individual nerve. It was digging deep, deep into his body, picking out the muscle fibers, the nerve cells, the bone marrow, and eating it alive until all that was left was the scorched, now bloodless wound that would never quite heal.
Viktor moved on to the next. The single moment of relief was the most blissful Sevyn had felt in days.
Minute two and three mimicked the first. By the fifth cauterized wound, Sevyn was pleading for the muzzle. He was desperate for relief, desperate to distract the Shepard for even one more second before the pain began again.
“Please!” Sevyn wailed. “Please, I- I change my mind, I change my mind, please, please, I wan- I want-“
“I don’t care what you want,” Viktor interrupted. “You made your bed, Sevyn. Lie in it.”
Minute four.
Blood poured from Sevyn’s forehead and scalp. The crown of thorns had been jostled around enough to sink its teeth into his flesh, mixing the tears on his cheeks with blood. It began to seep into his eyes, blinding him with thick, red droplets hanging onto his lashes. Now, not only could he not escape, but he also couldn’t see what was happening next.
And next, was the spine.
Viktor stepped around the younger to be at his back. His sobs and whines were testimony that even the most disobedient dogs could be trained.
The taser was no stranger to Sevyn by now. Its teeth sunk into his flesh like a hungry animal who could never be full. First, it bit into the muscles at his sides. Viktor was showing mercy by doing so.
Next, small spurts of electricity were shot into the lamb’s spine. For a few seconds at a time, Sevyn was subjected to an ongoing assault against his central nervous system. Instead of clawing at specific nerves inside the wounds, this time, the taser had access to paths it was previously not granted. The electricity shot up and down his body in the same moment, coursing through his spine and twisting into every limb. It felt as if it was burrowing between his vertebrae and shoving itself into the spinal cord, biting its way through like a vulture to a carcass. Sevyn saw white flashing in his eyes, soon corroded by black swirls that shoved him into darkness.
“— up, Sevyn. Wake up.”
The younger man lifted his head, blinking blood and tears from his eyes. Viktor hushed him as he cried, hushed him as he flinched at the feeling of something soft touching his eyes.
“It’s alright, shhh. Are you with me?”
Sevyn sputtered out a response even he couldn’t understand. He couldn’t form a coherent piece of conversation even if he tried, so he looked to Viktor for guidance.
“Are you with me, Sevyn?” the Shepard asked again.
The younger man nodded. “I’m s- I’m sorry,” he wept.
“What for?”
Truly, Sevyn didn’t know himself, but he knew the answer Viktor wanted.
“For running away. For dis- for disobeying, for- for questioning my faith. I’m sorry, Father, please forgive me. Please forgive me.”
Viktor’s head tilted as he begged. Sevyn couldn’t tell what gears were turning behind his eyes- he could only hope he had activated the correct ones.
“You have two minutes left, Sevyn. Can you stay awake?”
Sevyn mourned, tears springing from his eyes once more. A pathetic cry escaped his torn throat and he dipped his head, nodding in defeat. He shut his eyes as the blood lapped at his eyelashes once more.
Viktor unpaused the timer, walked behind the lamb, and continued to minute six.
Sevyn felt a sharp, slicing pain come from his right heel. Blood ran down his foot and into the drain like a hose. Before he could process the pain, Viktor was tying his feet together.
“W- what’s ha-“
“Hush.”
Sevyn obeyed. He wouldn’t dare make a mistake now.
At least twenty seconds passed before Viktor had Sevyn’s legs completely bound together. They were then chained to a shackle sticking up from the ground.
Minute seven.
Viktor grasped Sevyn’s right leg to help keep him in place, and then dug the taser inside his flesh. It had not yet been activated, but he could’ve been fooled. He couldn’t stop screaming, couldn’t stop crying. His flesh was ripped apart, the taser gnawing away at the meat until it touched the Achilles heel.
Then, it began.
The worst pain he had ever felt in his life. His entire world flashed before his eyes. The church. The Bible. The woods. The city. Cigarettes at three in the morning, drunk on a curb. His sibling’s face. God. Viktor. It all melted into one big, awful moment inside his leg, the electricity reverberating across his entire body. He could feel it from the bottom of his foot, up to the whorls of his fingerprints. Every molecule occupying his anatomy had been ripped away from its original purpose to experience the wrath of God. The forgiveness of Viktor.
When Sevyn could taste his own blood, the timer beeped, and Viktor stopped. Wordlessly, the Shepard stood, walking round to look his lamb in the eye.
“What do you say?”
“Thank you,” Sevyn whispered. He had nothing left to give.
Yandere!Brother x reader hcs (platonic pairing) Pt 2
Part one
Sevyn has been a good friend to you since you got to know him
Everyday he messages or calls you, asking how youre doing, what youre up to for the day
He’s always willing to help you or your other friends out. Any time you need anything, hes there, well prepared for the job
Whenever you have a free moment, he wants to hang out with you, or at least check on you.
If you cant do anything for too long, he’ll ask you to run errands with him, clean the house with him, go on a walk together, anything to just have you near!
While a bit of a high maintenance friend, you began to grow fond of his sweet and helpful nature
He frequently calls you nicknames like kid, kiddo, buddy, champ, and can at times, be a bit infantilizing
He doesn’t like you walking on the side of the road beside the cars, and insists on having an arm linked or hand held when you cross the street
Sometimes he buys you stuffed animals or children’s religious items, such as children’s bibles or coloring books
Then he started to refer to himself as your big brother, and got even more clingy when you didn’t correct him.
If you tell him to back off, he does a little, but if you let him…
Sevyn wants you to spend the night at his house more than yours. He insists on buying all your meals and activities, and while friendly, he is suspicious of your friends and romantic interests until he’s around them long enough to “approve.”
After a few months of allowing this behavior, he started to get paranoid.
You met a handsome man in his late 20’s, Viktor. He’s very intelligent, very kind, and takes a great interest in your day to day life. He isnt clingy like Sevyn is- in fact, you have to chase him.
But Sevyn does not. Like. Viktor.
He tells you about the kind of person Viktor “really is.” How all of this is pretend, how dangerous he is, how hes going to snatch you up and take you to some sort of compound.
“I know him, he’ll ruin you!”
But Viktor’s claims are different.
He knew Sevyn when they were younger. He tells you stories about his intense jealousies, paranoias, and “psychotic episodes” he frequents. He talks about Sevyn in good light, very kind and soft hearted, but there’s always a little pity involved.
“He’s always had trouble keeping friends because of his illness… I’m very glad he has you.”
You know your friend can be paranoid, and the poor thing really does want whats best for you. But you want to foster this new relationship with Viktor.
So you put some distance between yourself and Sevyn for the time being. You dont respond to his messages as often, you dont hang out with him as often so you can make time for Viktor
For the next few weeks, Sevyn begins to spiral
He wants to know your location. Are you with Viktor? Is Viktor seeing you today? Does Viktor know where you live? Are you with him? Are you with him? Do you feel okay? Are you with him? How is your memory? Do you feel foggy? Do you feel sluggish? How is your memory? Are you with him?
As he keeps going downhill and trying to put a wedge between you and Viktor, you unfortunately run into life problems which creates more distance between you and your “brother.”
Youre fired from your job. You cant pay your bills, so your apartment gives you an eviction notice. Your utilities shut off.
You try to move in with a close friend, but they unfortunately pass away just a few days after the arrangement. Now, youre grieving, near homeless, and left with little options
Viktor offers his assistance. He promises a comfortable home, a comfortable job. A comfortable life until you can get back on your feet- and you can stay as long as you need.
But youre worried for your friend Sevyn. The poor thing cant stand a day to live without you near, and with his state of mind, what is he to do?
So Viktor offers him to come too. “There’s plenty of room,” he assures you. “And it’s the town he grew up in. He’ll find comfort in being home again.”
And so, you move in with Viktor, and your new life begins.
I saw someone else ask this already but how would the yanderes treat a reader who does not speak their language nor do they speak reader's native tongue? Just curious on what they would do
simon is learning as much as he can as fast as he can, including culture and comfort foods. they'd learn softer phrases first like "you're safe" "i won't hurt you" "it's okay" "it won't hurt" "what can i get for you?" things like that. they'd have a translation device on hand to make things a little easier, and might end up keeping darling drugged pretty often to ease anxiety. poor thing, poor thing, it must be so scary.
wyatt would be a little similar to simon except theyd have less patience when darling is scared. more phrases like "sit still" "please don't cry" "stop squirming" "don't scream" things like that. they'd be soft and kind and try their best to be good, but sometimes their anxiety gets the best of them. overall they'd be sweet tho.
thomas isn't worried abt this. he'd kinda enjoy this actually. however, he will teach darling commands in german, he'd speak very softly to them when he wants them to do something and they're scared. he'd be extremely patient with them and he'd be softer when they disobey at first, because the poor thing doesn't understand what "quiet" or "stay" means yet, but he'll help them catch on. overall he'd be sweet, and he'd learn darlings language so he can understand them. however, hed enjoy them not always understanding him. just like the canon story, thomas would speak german pretty frequently.
viktor is ofc, using this. he's learning darlings language fuckin QUICK so they trust him quick. he's learning abt the culture, the etiquette, he'd even teach sevyn some stuff too. he's definitely using it as a chess piece to keep darling under his thumb and will absolutely put them in terrifying situations so he can be the savior and protect them. get them wrapped around his finger
sevyn is also learning but it'd be really hard for him. bc of everything vik has put him thru, his memory isn't always his friend. he'd learn as much as he could but it'd be a slow process. so he'd find other ways to communicate, like games, food from darlings culture, pictures, etc. translation apps aren't rlly a thing in the cult so sev's gotta work with what he's got.
emi is oh so in love. definitely similar vibes to thomas, except emil would be mean and trick darling every so often. speak real soft and careful to them when he's dragging them to get tortured. talk so kind and loving but he's really telling them about the awful, awful things he wants to do. he'd teach them command words, and he'd teach them warnings like "careful" and he'd teach them that counting down from 5 means TROUBLE. sometimes he'd count just to scare them tho. hehe. ur face!! so cute!! darling would definitely have trust issues.
evelyn is learning very quickly. she loves languages so being able to connect with darling this way would have her head over heels. she'd learn the culture, the food, what nicknames are acceptable for romantic interests...... she'd be very excited to talk to darling. until she can speak semi fluently tho, she'd communicate through food, gifts, and more simple phrases like "you're very pretty" and ask abt darlings fave music/movies/books so she can get to know her more
Yan’s with sleepwalker reader (had this stuck in my head recently due to my own experiences with this)
Like imagine darling sleepwalks and tries to open the door to leave and the yans think they’re trying to escape at first but then are like ‘wait…oh you’re really not awake are you? okay, back to bed, no more sleepscapades for you!’
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sleepwalkers unite!! the amt of times i’ve woken up walking around or getting ready to leave omg.
simon is very concerned about you. definetly coaxing u back into bed immediately whether you’re awake or not, definitely keeping a restraint on you once ur back in bed. he would spend more time at night in the basement with you once youre asleep to make sure you stay in bed, and might try to adjust ur meds (whether that means more or less of a dose) to try n help stop it. if its just something that happens, hes gonna make u wear restraints to bed every night as well as sleeping down there with u even if ur not comfy with him yet.
wyatt is immediately panicking. asking what you’re doing, where you think youre going. they’d be scared and angry until they figure out ur not awake. gonna try to wake you up, get you back into bed, and make sure to keep u restrained. they’d ask if youre feeling okay, and would stay awake for a while after you’re asleep to make sure youre really asleep, make sure youre not going anywhere.
thomas would first be like, hey, who said u could get up >:/ he’d be grumpy with you and definitely nervous about you heading for the door, in which he’d get much more firm. but upon seeing ur face and ur aimless eyes hed understand, wouldn’t try to wake you but rather apologize and coax u back to bed. you poor thing, you aren’t getting rest like this, aw. might restrain u so u cant get up again, hed be sure to sit with u for a few minutes to make sure youre settled once youre laid back down. gonna spend a while petting ur hair. if it happens frequently enough he’d consider putting u on a medication for ur own safety.
viktor is finding this super interesting and is gonna follow u around for as long as it takes for u to wake up, just to see where youre going. even if u lead urself outside the walls, its ok, he wont let u get too far. it’d be good for him because he can let u come to on ur own and get you super disoriented and nervous so he can guide u back to bed. it also gives him an excuse to give u meds to help “prevent dangerous situations”
sevyn is getting nervous and trying to wake u up right away. hey, hey, kid, hey! he’d have a hard time sleeping at night and would check on u pretty frequently, might even wanna put a lock on ur bedroom door so u cant go anywhere too far, but only pre- cult. if its post cult, he’ll just be peeking in on u at night every few hours. might develop a compulsion over this.
emil is definitely gonna giggle at you. like, hey, u think you could get out that easy? come on. he’d tease u about breaking ur ankles or something and then when ur not responding right, hed grab ur face and look at u for a sec before he realizes ur not all there. gonna guide u back to bed and make sure to snuggle u real close so u can’t get up again unless ur fully awake and aware of ur surroundings.
evelyn is doing similar to viktor except she’d be more careful with you. she’s not letting you go up or down stairs, she’s not letting you get hurt, might not let u go outside? but she’s gonna watch u until u wake up on ur own. shed loooooove it.
Hey teddy! I hope you’re doing alright! How’s your moving going?
I was wondering how the Yanderes would act with a hypermobile darling?
ALSO remember to take care of yourself!
I hope your day has been good so far!
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Hi Feather! It’s going well but oh my God I’m exhausted. I cant wait to be done!
As a disclaimer I am not super familiar with this condition so if something is wrong or you want more specifics let me know :)! Thank u to @jinxtrickster for clarifying the ask for me cos I misunderstood the first time lol
Simon would be very careful with you. He'd make sure you're not hyperextending your joints, (especially when he's caring for you during baths or getting dressed), and would definitely keep his hands on you when getting in or out of the bath to make sure he can help you if fall, and you're not overextending anything. Everyday he'd check your body for bruises, skin tears and other injuries that might've happened and he'd be sure to asses ur pain levels pretty frequently. Any medications u might take he'd make sure you get on time, and would be sure that there's no safety hazards (like rugs or sharp corners) that u could potentially get hurt on. They'd see it as an even bigger reason u need their care!
Wyatt would have softer restraints to avoid bruising and would try to keep ur pain down as much as possible. Like Simon they'd also check over you for bruises or other injuries, but not as invasive since they most of the time prolly wouldn't be bathing or dressing u. (Although they'd like to if u let them.) They'd always offer pain meds or marijuana if it helps you and would not take no for an answer if you need help with something, even if it's not something you actually need help with. You struggled getting a glass from the cabinet one time and now they race to get one for you b4 u can.
Thomas would be careful with you but most of the things he does would stay the same. Since he cares for you the closest of all the yans, he'd be pretty good at managing your pain, watching for injuries daily, and preventing injuries and overextension. If he's allowing free movement, he'd just keep a closer eye on you than he would a dolly without Hypermobility. He'd also use softer restraints like Wyatt when they're needed. You can expect him to be real sweet when you do have issues and he wouldn't force you to push through longer sessions of the glass case or photos if it causes joint pain.
Emil would, typically, be a very good caretaker. He'd be sweet when you're having pain, he'd help you with ur meds, he'd try to be careful with your joints and not so physical when he teases you. Anything u need for your condition you'd have available.
However, he wouldn't be as worried about bruises or injuries because he likes the sight of them on u. When they do pop up, he'd take care of them but also would toy with them here and there especially during torture sessions. Every once in a while during sessions, he'd force your joints to dislocate or mark u up with bruises and skin tears and watch them scar over time.
Viktor would be careful with you inside the town, but as always would purposely get you hurt here n there to care for you. If you ever go outside the walls, you'd best bet you're gonna get shoved to the pavement by someone, or knocked down by a biker, or get ur fingers slammed in a door, or get attacked by a dog. He'd do this to you pre- cult as well, far more frequently, and would always be sweet and kind when caring for you afterwards.
Sevyn would be watchful of your joint extension, injuries, and pain levels. Pre- cult, since you'd be getting hurt more often when Viktor enters your life, he would keep pain meds, ice packs, soft blankets, stuffed animals and other necessities you might prefer at his place for you. Post- cult would be the same except he'd have less resources to replenish things so he might hoard stuff or steal from Viktor's stash. He would definitely pray for you often and would ask you to keep a charm with you even if u don't believe in God. Just for his peace of mind.
Evelyn would keep stuff at her house and in her car that you might need, just in case u ever do need anything. She'd be pretty normal with you except she'd watch you a little closer when walking up or down stairs, or if you're doing a more heavy lifting or physically exertive activity. When you sleep, she might move ur clothes around to look for injuries but overall would trust you to know when you have something bothering u/hurting! She'd be very good at helping you when you need it, and would feel very very honored if you let her take care of you. She'd be so doting!
Hey it’s sadist!! this isn’t really a request for me, but do you think you could do something with a darling who is very stressed and overworked this is for Dawn- they haven’t been online lately and just recently got their spring break because they’ve been doing it law school applications :) so I’m trying to do something nice since they’re probably going to check your blog
simon (pre kidnapping) would feel so saaaad for you. he's definitely trying to make ur life easier by doin household chores when ur not around, making sure groceries are stocked up little by little, getting ur favorite snacks, things like that. they'd be very tempted to drug u or shut off ur alarms so u get ur much needed rest, but knowing you, it'd just stress you out more wouldn't it? so he'll save that for a day off. drug u with melatonin at night so u stay asleep, drug u with something else in the day so you Keep Sleeping. it would unfortunately feed their delusion that you need someone to take care of you, bc obviously you can't do it alone. if this goes on for long enough he's gonna take you away just to make it stop.
wyatt (pre kidnapping) would think life is so unfair and mean to u. they're definitely trying to help out similar to simon, except they'd have an easier time with it since they don't necessarily have to sneak around as much. you'll get unexpected help, like when they come back with groceries you didn't ask for but needed. when they offer to take ur dirty clothes with then to the laundry rooms, they're heading down there anyway! when you come home from a long day and they invite u to smoke weed or drink to help u chill. they'd be looking at the cameras a lot more and would be upset when ur not resting when u Should Be. they'd be tempted to lock u in ur own apartment so u don't have a choice.
thomas (pre kidnapping) feels so bad for u!! poor little thing. it would really motivate him to take you away faster to get u away from it. you can't even see how miserable it's making you, but he can. he'd mostly just keep an eye on you and be full of pity every time he's checking on u. you can expect to have random gifts show up at ur door like ur fave snacks, soft blankets or plush toys you like, or things that cater to your hobbies like a video game you've had your eye on or new gardening gloves or art supplies. don't expect to be overworked for too long though, he's gonna save u from all that nonsense soon <3
viktor (pre cult) is trying to make ur life harder. he wants you working urself to the bone, working urself so hard that you're skipping meals and pulling all nighters and falling asleep at the wheel ur so tired. he's doing shit like messing with ur car battery or popping a tire before a big exam or important meeting. he's turning off ur alarms so they don't go off and u oversleep. he's adding a little poison to ur food so you get sick on top of everything going on.
and then he's checking up on you one day, and he sees how awful you feel and how sad and overworked you are. ohhh, you poor thing, let him help you <3 and he'll help you with your dishes and your laundry, he'll tidy your house and make you something good to eat. he'll make sure you have everything you need so u can get ur rest, and he'll take care of you while ur sick. isn't he so nice? he's soooo nice. you should ask him for help more. he's so good to you.
sevyn (pre cult) is losing his mind a little bit. not only are you overworking urself, but he'd know vik is messing with u too, even if he hasn't caught him in the act. sev would be very concerned for you and would try his best to be there before vik. he's helping u with homework or paperwork, he's doing grocery trips and taking you out to ur fave restaurants, he's offering help, (or just Helping, whether u want it or not) wherever he can. he'd just have to be careful bc if he starts to step on viktor's toes, he risks being isolated from you. so he'd be goin a little nuts. definitely would want to keep u closer to him to keep a better eye on u
emil (pre kidnapping) finds it both sweet and sad ur working so hard. i don't think he'd enjoy seeing u overworked, but he would enjoy being able to use it. you can expect to come home after a long hard day to see something cooking on the stove?! and so you investigate, and you hear the door lock. you turn around and there he is, but he's got a knife in his hand, and he says he's not gonna hurt you, but if you scream, he's gonna kill anybody who comes knocking. so u best behave.
but he'd be reaaaaally nice while he's there! the food is ur favorite meal, he set up a little spot on the couch for u to snuggle in blankets, he's set out clothes for u so u can shower, he'll brush ur hair- and if it's long, he'll even braid it for u <3. isn't he sweet? and if you listen, he won't even use the shock collar he brought. it's for ur own good anyway, just let him help you, yeah?
evelyn is trying her best to make ur life easier. she feels so bad for you, n she knows how it feels! so she's cooking for you as much as she can, she's making sure you've got clean clothes and a clean house, she's giving you melatonin or other sleeping pills without your knowledge so you can get the rest you deserve. shes making sure you've always got something to eat in ur house, and she'd do her best to help u relax like giving massages or washing ur hair or taking you for a date etc etc. she'd neglect her own needs to cater to yours 100%