I met him on friday June 12th, 2 days when it was thunderstorms and heavy rain, like my mind, my heart.
We met each other, naturally wrapped together, defenseless. It was raining outside, but we stayed in, just talked about random things, about the past, watched tiktok and laughed... then we was lying in bed, he held me tightly in his arms, felt my body trembling. His warmth made me comfort, forgot my pain and stress. At that moment, I thought we just ons, after 2 days we would never meet each other again, but I also wanna protect him, make him happy even if I didn’t know anything about him.
We were up all night, held each other, he kissed me, touched me passionately. I knew I should pull him off, denied him but he just a kid didn’t stop bothering me. It felt so strange, so complicated, so new that I can’t stand.
The next morning, It was raining heavily, we couldn’t go outside, so we stayed in bed a little longer. Didn’t talk, looked at each other, took a nap for a few minutes then continue stared at each other. He wanted more, but I reminded him that we weren’t lovers, I didn’t know what he thinking, I thought too plainy, cause he was still a man, has lust and greed. But he stopped, looked at me like a pet getting hurt. Then he kept hugging me. A part of me seemed to melt before him. It was like:
“Foreign feelings that I can't ignore
Oh I never felt like this before
What's a king without a queen
You could be my everything
You're like a wave washing over me
You're like a wave washing over me
The second day night, enlist when it stopped raining, we went outside for a breath of wind. Although we've just met, I feel very comfortable around him. Although older, I feel like a child beside him. Don’t judge, don’t compare, don’t require. It was a bit late so we went to convenient store bought some drinks and back to homestay. That night, I wore a leopard (sexy) sleep dress, yes I knew maybe I were playing with fire but didn’t think it would go too far. After brushed teeth, he looked at me applying skincare in front of the mirror, gave me a soft kiss and backhug, everything as if we were a couple on our vacation.
We were laying in bed again. I was a bit tired and wanted to sleep. But what must be, must be. He was like a flame sweeping around me, hotter and reckless than yesterday. His warmth, his breath, his scent all over me. This was another sleepless night. Rain was still falling outside. We stayed in bed for a while then checked out. We went to eat, to coffee shop, saw a random movie in the theater, then eat and went home.
That were 2 days I would never forget.
He told me to keep in touch.