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It is officially my birthday

Hello friends 🧍‍♀️

Just wanted to mention that I'm in my home country for the next couple of weeks for my birthday so I won't be that active on here and Twitch for a while BUT I do have a couple of queued Vladdy legacy posts to share whilst I'm away!

That being said, this past weekend I locked tf in and worked on my Twitch save file off stream so a few more worlds are finished plus other worlds have some new lots added but are still unfinished. I'll be streaming again when I'm back home to share the progress I've made and continue working on the save file so once it's done we can hop into CAS and start our Twitch Vladdy Gameplay (still not sure what it's gonna be exactly but I have ideas!!)

Okay that is all ily

#vladdyrambles #also I'm so glad to be home and spending my birthday with my family for the first time in 6 years!!!!#eternally grateful for my loved ones

I'm gonna be really upset if cc creators no longer release stuff for free through patreon or sfs just so they can move to marketplace. Some of us are poor.

#vladdyrambles #i know that may be selfish of me to say but i think it's also selfish to expect people to pay for stuff they used to get for free #unless they paid for early access of course but in that case the cc creators were still making money off of it so what's the difference #also the fact that the cost of these maker kits are different and all dependent on the creator is actually insane because-#-i am NOT paying £10 for a fucking bedroom kit #or £2 for 3 lipsticks get the fuck out of here

I honestly love all my moots and regulars on here, I appreciate the heck out of every single one of you, and I'd love to have even more mutuals to cheer on ♥ I want to make my blog a safe space for anyone that follows me. Especially smaller blogs, there's so many big simblr blogs that get hundreds of notes on their posts (and good for them!! I'm sure they worked hard for it and dammit they deserve it!!) but I also want to support creators with not so many notes and followers as a smaller creator myself (I'm honestly so surprised when my posts get over 50 notes and I appreciate it so much, so thank you guys ♥)

Okay that is all ily 🫰

#vladdyrambles #not me getting emosh on main ASDFDSDFX #but fr i would love to have more simblr moots i wanna support all of you!!

I don't have any more Vladdy Legacy posts queued up because life's just been so shit lately that I haven't had the motivation to actually play. I'll try and play again soon and get some posts ready.

Until then I might stream a bit later today. I'll just be continuing on with creating a save file so it'll just be a chill stream. If anyone wants to follow to get notified when I'm on my Twitch is vladdysims.

I'll try to post on here when I go live but I might forget lmao

#vladdyrambles #I feel so annoying posting about my twitch sometimes I'm sorry 😭

I know this is simblr but sometimes I just need to use this blog as a personal journal so vent incoming, feel free to ignore.

Ever since leaving my job due to my constantly declining mental health, I unfortunately feel like I've become worse. I haven't left the house since I went to the office to return my stuff, and honestly I just can't be bothered to actually go out anyway. My partner said I need to be careful because I might become agoraphobic again (I was severely agoraphobic from 2021 to early 2023, and it took A LOT to get out of it), and I know he's right. The thing is the few months I spent at my last job really burnt me out due to the constant masking, and I haven't recovered from it yet. It drained me having to mirror other people and pretend to be 'normal', or just someone I'm not. The constant anxiety, masking, and heightened emotions due to my BPD were detrimental. Obviously I have to find another job now and I fear this is gonna keep happening, so I contacted a program that helps disabled people get and maintain a job, so I'm hoping they'll be able to help me find something that won't be so destructive for me. I have a meeting with an employment support specialist next week, so we'll see.

The day after I left my job I also got a really bad stress-related IBS episode, which I hadn't had for a good few months, and I also have to do a blood test in a couple of weeks which I'm terrified of. I have very severe health anxiety but whilst I was working it wasn't too bad because obviously I was too distracted by being miserable for other reasons to give it much attention.

I really fear that my mental health will never improve, considering I've been like this for most of my life. Having a combination of clinical depression, chronic anxiety, borderline personality disorder, OCD, and being undiagnosed autistic (I've been on a waiting list to be assessed since 2023 by the way), I feel like I will never be happy or content with my life. I feel like I'm just a lost cause because there's too many things wrong with me, and I can't be fixed.

#vladdyrambles #sorry for being mentally ill on main #i just needed to get this out of my system somewhere #anyway ily guys

Gonna touch some grass for my stupid mental health

#vladdyrambles #for context i didn't wanna get out of bed this morning and tbh i just want to play sims #but UNFORTUNATELY going for a walk on a sunny day is good for you smh

I know I said I was going to stream today but unfortunately a family emergency from my partner's side has come up so I won't be able to. I don't think I'd be as sociable as I normally am as both me and my partner are worried about the situation. I think for now I'm just going to spend time with my partner and work on the save file off stream whenever he's busy. I know I was going to save the whole creating a save file thing for Twitch, but tbh it might be ideal for me to turn brain off and replace lots on my own whilst watching something to distract myself for now. Hopefully I'm making sense.

Okay that is all ily

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