#vlexiiis

[hakunahmatatah]

lex ft awkward hands

[hakunahmatatah]

sundaze

[hakunahmatatah]

Feel it and move on.

Now I know that when I'm going through a certain season or feeling something alarmingly out of the norm, I know to keep it to myself. Feel it out in it's entirety. And then pick myself up and continue to move. Continue to live.

[hakunahmatatah]

Doing a thing. Maniwala.

[hakunahmatatah]

In the process of rediscovering myself.

I hope the journey is kind.

[hakunahmatatah]

Literally screaming at myself "It's not your fault" for my anxiety, over and over and over again as it continues to rise and no one to help put it to an end. It crushes my heart to experience how the ones closest to me deal with my anxiety, sometimes. Like, sometimes they'll try their best and try to understand and help me calm down. But lately, it's like I'm a problem that needs to handle itself. Like everything is my fault. Like I'm not trying my hardest. Like I'm not literally fighting with my all to not be like this..

I feel defective. Broken. & Discarded.

[hakunahmatatah]

Tbh, I could cry right now.

[hakunahmatatah]

I don't believe anyone understands how hard I'm trying to keep it together