#voidsy's canvas

[voidsysmind]

Painting: crying tears on top of an umbrella. Someone facing away from them under the umbrella. They're outside, it's a sunny day in the direction the people are facing, behind them is a dark rainy day

[voidsysmind]

Painting: On a beautiful sunny spring day with beautiful flowers and greenery, there is a humanoid figure in the distance with an open umbrella. There's dew left behind on the plants, and maybe even a whole rainbow. Not a cloud in sight. The figure is holding onto their umbrella with both hands, as if it might fly away from them.

Title: "It's Okay Now" or "You can Stop Now"

[voidsysmind]

Painting: a pot filled with a boiling, colorful, and swirling liquid. The bubbles are ugly and brown compared to the bright colors of the liquid. There are multiple spoons of different materials stirring the pot at once. Behind/under the pot is a gas stove. There's charred stuff next to/in the fire.

Title: "Invisible Presence" or "Marco Polo" or "One Body"

[voidsysmind]

Painting: large clock (maybe a clock tower). There is a small black cat hanging onto the minute hand by just its front paws. There are crows flying around the clock. The background is blurry or difficult to discern. A heart (the organ) is connected to the side of the clock

Title: "Just a Little Longer" or "Stop being Impatient"

Inspiration: the sheer amount of waiting it takes to get anything in relation to achieving your gender affirming anything. I'm just so done with it all. Please just let me have something, anything at all. I've been out for 5 coming on 6 years, and all that's changed is a clock that just seems to tick by faster, yet slower at the same time.

I had to wait until I'm 18 to get hrt due to my parents, and now I'm 18 i have to wait to get enough money to start it, and then I'll have to wait to get a place on a freaking wait list for either an hrt place or a doctor that specializes in trans care. AND THEN I have to wait for crap to go through, and I have to now balance depression making me not want to do anything and prepping for college and then actually going to college on top of all of that.

[voidsysmind]

Painting: a dragon curled around a pile of gold. Out in the distance, there is a village blossoming with human life and such. Perhaps there is a festival or celebration going on. The dragon is facing away from the viewer. There is a feeling of longing coming from the dragon. Next to the dragon, there is a 2nd, larger dragon with a distinctly angry, cold, or defensive feeling/expression coming from the larger dragon.

Title: "Ungrateful"

Interpretation 2: Despite your privileged life as being what you are raised to be, there is still longing to be like your peers. Idolizing others happier than you because they are bold enough to be themselves (mostly in regard to being a closeted transgender person, or being an alterhuman)

Artist's interpretation: While being a privileged, powerful being, there is a disconnect from them and the ones with less power. Privileged people are taught young that they are almost a "higher being," and even so, there is still a longing to be a part of something so valuable and innocent.

[voidsysmind]

Painting I've been thinking about for like ever now:

Using brain tricks (similar to what fast food restaurants use for advertising) to make the viewer feel hungry and desire: create a piece which causes the viewer to feel distress, embarrassment, and guilt for the hunger intentionally induced on them.

The piece itself will picture a scene of gore or a topic of cannibalism in some way. The entire piece will be in the colors red, orange, and yellow, which all induce feelings of hunger and desire. The "food" depicted (perhaps teeth, a brain, a hand, or an eye?) will be presented on a plate. Uncertain if it should be (poorly) disguised to look appetizing, or if it shouldn't even have been made.

Inspiration:

[voidsysmind]

Painting: a skull cut open to show a brain sticking out the top (not really graphic. more similar to a diagram of a brain than gore). The eyes are missing, and you're able to see the brain through the eye holes. An undescribed (or lable marked out) pill bottle is shoved between the skulls teeth - or alternatively, the pills are being poured on top of the exposed brain. Maybe a hole is drilled into the forehead; reference to a lobotomy. The skull is placed next to a book on a table. The book's title (or if open the words) is unledgable, blurred squiggles, and perhaps smudge the paint off of the book. Make it intentional. Gold coins are stacked in the background. Oh oh or maybe coins are in the pill bottle. Or one in the background, at least. My parents keep a pill bottle full of pennies/change, maybe base it off of that? Maybe have it spilled. Omg have the skull on a plate yes yes yes. Not sure if the background should be plain black or wayyy too colorful like you're tripping

Title: "Kill Bad Thoughts" or "Just a Fixer-Upper" or "Release the Parasite" or "Blind Conformity" or something I don't know

[voidsysmind]

Painting: coffin with a skeleton inside, half open. The lid has a 🚻 (gendered bathroom sign) sign on it. Maybe another sign or two with "no pets" or something. Teeth scattered around or inside the coffin. Thorns surround the coffin as well as a single rose leaning against either the skeleton or on top of the coffin.

Title: "Bones Never Change" (subject to change)

Inspiration: