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Yess absolutely!! It’s a bit more bittersweet than what I usually write, though, just warnin ya :’D
Song- How To Be A Heartbreaker by Marina & The Diamonds
Kenji took a deep breath, staring at himself in the mirror as he fixed his tie. He’s never been fond of wearing anything more sophisticated than what his mother would call “business casual”, but he liked looking damn good for his dates. His third one in the past month, and it was only the 14th.
He swept a hand through his hair, practicing what some might refer to as a ‘disarming’ smile. It was all in the eyes, really; he would never call himself an actor or anything (he hated theatre kids with what was probably a far too raging passion to be considered reasonable, in fact), but he knew for a fact he could fake love and infatuation and happiness better than the best romcom stars out there. He’s been doing it for years, he’s gotten it down to a science.
“You’re disgusting...” The voice of an old fling echoed in his mind, stilling his hands and dulling the light in his eyes. “How can you live, knowing you’ve broken so many hearts and practically ruined so many lives?”
The sound of his doorbell ringing startled him out of his thoughts.
“Shut it, Yahaba...” He muttered, gritting his teeth, before throwing on a bright grin and calling out, “Coming!”
Kamasaki stood on the stone porch when he opened the door. Giving him a not-so-quick once-over, Kenji noted that Kamasaki was wearing a similar getup to his own; a button-up t-shirt and tie, paired with most likely ironed slacks.
He allowed his eyes to linger on the rather impressive forearms before him for just a second too long, making Kamasaki clear his throat, sticking the flowers in his hands out, almost as a distraction.
“Here,” Kamasaki said gruffly, looking away with a light blush high on his cheeks, “they’re for you.”
“Oh, Kamasaki-san!” Kenji cooed, taking the flowers and laying them gently down onto table next to him, to be disposed of later, “you’re so sweet! You didn’t have to do that for lil ol’ me...”
“Shut it,” He said, before grabbing Kenji’s arm and practically dragging him out to his car.
“So, where are we going?” He asked in a fake sweet voice after about 5 minutes of driving.
“A restaurant by my house,” Kamasaki, who’s been mostly keeping his eyes on the road but has occasionally stopped to let out his road rage on the drivers into front of him, explained. “You said you liked Chinese, right?”
Kenji was almost touched that he remembered, a funny feeling that he definitely didn’t like rising in his chest.. “Yeah, it’s my favourite.”
Kenji was seriously pissed at how much he was enjoying this date, he thought as the two of them walked home (they had parked Kamasaki’s car at his house when they realized that the restaurant was easily within walking distance Kenji’s house).
After dinner the two of them had gone ice skating at Kenji’s suggestion, where he got to laugh at how awful Kamasaki was at it (feigning sympathy, though, of course), and afterwards got ice cream downtown, where he got a brain freeze and jokingly suggested Kamasaki should kiss it better (getting legitimately flustered when he actually did it, much to his annoyance and disbelief).
“I had a great time...” Kenji forced a bit of breathlessness into his statement, looking up at Kamasaki with the smile he’d been rehearsing earlier, watching his cheeks light up.
“U-uh, yeah, me too...” He sputtered, sounding oddly mad for such a sweet sentence.
Kenji couldn’t help but laugh at that, leaning forward to place a light kiss on Kamasaki’s cheek, going back inside with a wink and a “See you later~,” proceeding to fall to his knees in shock when he closed the door.
God, no. This couldn’t seriously be happening. It was too soon, it’s too dangerous.
He’d been on countless dates without feeling anything for them. He’d been breaking heart after heart for years, without so much as a second thought after the week was up. Why was it, why did it have to to be Kamasaki of all people?
Why was he falling in love again?
Hmm. I’m upset.
Thanks for the ask Rhii!! <33
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