Blog Post #6 - “Walking Awake”
“Walking Awake” by N.K. Jemisin's short story was thrilling to read. My first thought when beginning this read was that it had parallels to “Get Out” directed by Jordan Peele. From the start, I understood that humans were being bred to serve as hosts for beings called “masters”. Sadie, the head caregiver, seemed uneasy about her work from the start of the short story, but it was not until I read about her dreamlike conversations with Enri that I fully grasped what was actually going on. Unlike “Get Out,” where black people were being picked to be hosts for old white people, there is an alien element to this story. Although the author doesn’t specify the species of the “masters,” it is clear that they are more like parasites than humans, breeding humans to live in their bodies. When a master chooses Enri as a host, it is revealed that the human hosts are able to think and therefore are trapped in their bodies, only communicating through this sort of dream-like space, almost an in-between reality and dreaming. It is here that Sadie communicates with Enri. The whole story was thrilling, and although disturbing, I was constantly excited to understand more about the world N.K. Jemisin was creating. The way she mixed dialogue with Sadie's thoughts and point of view kept the short story exceedingly interesting throughout the whole read. After reading it once, I realized there was also an option to listen to it. The listen was really captivating as the voice actor did a great job making her inflection match the different characters throughout the story. Sadie’s struggle to decide whether to sacrifice herself and create change, or to continue being a pawn in the system she now knew was so wrong, was interesting to me. I thought it was interesting how Sadie not only battled with her own morals but also knew she shouldn’t be thinking that way. It showed that this process that the masters have created is a deeply embedded and intricate system. All the hosts are numbers, given options to be on different plans, all designed to make them wanted by the masters. For example, when a master asked for a host that was skilled at dancing, Sadie’s co-worker suggested Ten-36 because “she opted for the physical/artistic track of training.” Then, when Ten-36 was brought for the transfer, she was described as “beaming.” This shows that the system is so normalized in this fictional world that hosts are actually honored and excited to serve as hosts. This was a chilling concept to me. Overall, the story was very interesting and made me reflect on a variety of concepts from slavery to revolution. I really enjoyed reading this piece and am excited to listen to more short stories now that I discovered the LightSpeed podcast.
















