It wasnât a surprise when other Wardens began to show up at Skyholdâs gates, as word got around that Clarel was dead, there was a new Warden-Commander in Orlais, some of the danger had passed. They came in ones and twos and threes, armor battered and weapons ready.
It was strange, when Lily arrived seeking Fiona. But Alistair would have sat in that stifling, awkward silence for eternity to have avoided the moment when Loghain arrived. All for naught, though, evidently. They avoided each other like a blood plague, paths never meeting, like a pair of weasels dancing past each other.
Until one evening on the battlements, when they finally crossed. They were silent at first, both of them simply regarding the view into the mountains.
âYou know,â Alistair muses eventually, âwhen I was at the chantry I used to scream, sometimes. Just to see if anyone would hear me. Pretty sure if I tried it now the answer would still be a resounding âno.ââ
Loghain slides him a glance, before his gaze darts towards the mountains again. âFrom what Iâve heard of what happened, I donât think Clarel would have listened to anyone.â
Alistair laughs, a strange, strangled, bitter thing, and pulls his flask from his belt. âMakerâs ass, but I must look bad if youâre trying to comfort me.â He tips his head back as he drinks, and he offers Loghain the flask a moment later.
Loghain accepts it, though he hands it back after hardly a single gulp. âYouâll sear your tongue off with that bog water.â
âIâve adapted,â comes the prim response.
They each shoot a quick glance towards the other, for barely half a heartbeat, before silence falls again and theyâre once again watching the mountains, as if the earth might reshape itself right before their eyes.
âWhat do your Wardens think,â Loghain wonders eventually, the silence cracking, âabout having a drunken Fereldan leading them?â
Alistair brings a hand to his chest, very earnestly. âTheir abject terror gets me through my days, it does.â
Loghainâs chuckle is slow and weary, and it seems to disappear rather than simply stopping. âA worthy cause, to be sure.â
âI certainly thought so.â