#we be ranting

[the-ourple-ghost]

I love being ~magical~ And by magical, I mean somehow being able to draw SO MUCH BETTER by not drawing at all. How did I get better at positions will forever be a question unanswered no matter how much time passes.

[muslim-flint]

harvest, amber and bonfire, go off xD

harvest - what fictional character do you most identify with? Why?

there's a Few but atm it has. it has to be. it has to-

inhale

it has to be house. now, in which way do i relate ? i don't suffer from chronic pain, so it doesn't have to do with that. it's more about his devouring obsession with the truth. almost nothing else matters more ; and when people's feelings get in the way, they don't matter either. i don't care if you're hurt, cause the truth is more important to me, and it should be more important to you. i'm not as cruel as house can be tho i won't just blast facts around to hurt people on purpose, but if people do get hurt/vexed/feel humiliated simply because they'd rather hear a more polite, polished version of facts, then i don't care, cause i can't do that. i relate to him also because i always need more questions, always more searching, cause if you stop and face the fact that sometimes there's no answers, you fall without knowing if you can keep going in this hell hole of a life. i relate partly to his world view, everything is chaos, people don't fundamentally change, they do lie, they do hide behind ridiculous masks, and social rituals are incomprehensible shit. but i'm not as hopeless as him yet, i do think there's good in people. both good and bad. also the whole "you don't like yourself. but you do admire yourself" line ? the whole "you're afraid of happiness and pain and loss so you'd rather be numb and hidden behind tons of walls than being vulnerable" thing that's the actual core of who he is ? the neurodivergence of it all, the depressive and suicidal tendencies ? oh we relate

whew that went emo real fucken quick next question

amber - share an unpopular opinion that you may have.

idk if it's unpopular, maybe it's just too pragmatic, but. i don't think things will get better, as in, the world. we're heading towards a very bad direction and i don't think we can go back, no matter how hard we try

bonfire - describe your dream house.

aaaaaaa here's a more joyful one. okay so i'm like,,,,, the opposite of claustrophobic ? i fucking love small places so like. it would be a tiny tiny flat, on top of a building because i want the motherfucken view. it would be like, a single room, with a kitchenette in a corner and a big ass bed like This in the opposite corner

a whole wall is just windows, the opposite wall is for my drawings and paintings and stuff that i wanna pin there. it's a wooden floor. there's cats

thanks for the ask char :) sorry for the long post

[i--want--to--believe]

Fitz isn't really trying to take care of Mellie. He's half ass'n it. She gets to judge him because they're child's death isn't the one and only thing that pushed him over the edge. Something as simple as losing olivia tied with losing Gerry drove him to attempt suicide. Plus Mellie has been through the ringer so I'm sure she just sees Fitz as being weak. Like really you're gonna give up after that. That's nothing.

Oh-kay, now that’s your opinion and I don’t plan to judge you for it. Although the message you left does seem judgmental to those who support Fitz and don’t agree with you. Then again I’m not judging — believe whatever you want, your beliefs are your problem, girl, but I do want to make some points to show that your beliefs are beyond wrong. (Because the response is quite long-ish, we placed the rest under a READ MORE break.)