Apr 4, 2017
Sometimes I realize we're all just made of parts and I've got two hands but there's more hands, there's four other hands in this apartment besides my two, who knows HOW many hands total in the whole apartment building Lots and lots of hands!!
#speculation nation#and it was sobering to realize I have a heart that beats inside me and so does my sister#we don't even think about it but our entire fucking life is dependent on this one muscle running smoothly and constantly#it has to run all the time. all the time. no stop. for our entire lives#like that's fucked up?#we can't just.. exist without it#it's REQUIRED.#& idk I often forget I'm a flesh beast thing#I feel like some vague collection of molecules that resides out of notice of the world to just watch#this whole line of thought is probably within the realm of#how I'm occasionally surprised to remember I occupy a body that others can see and interact with and#I just. exist?#idk it's very strange. I don't feel like I exist honestly.#unreality /?