Im at my boyfriends place right now. We kinda planned on watching movies but i think we watched like 10 minutes and then we started making out and we basically almost did it but we couldnt cause im on my period. So that was interesting .. xDDD. And we had a really honest talk again, cause he told me he loved me and then he mentioned that i never say it back and we talked about it for a bit...at one point i almost started to cry because i realised that i sorta hurt him quite a bit, before we were together when i tried to couple him up with sara. He said it was like a punch in the face. Which is understandable, and idk why i did it but it made me sad. He's scared though, cause i cant say 'i love you' yet. I just dont wanna rush things again and i told him that wen i say it there is no turning back, and that my mind is basically programmed on being left and forgotten after i say it...even though i only had two boyfriends, but they both hurt me pretty bad. But i know that davide would never hurt me. Lol like 10 minutes ago i was really tired and he wasnt. And now he fell asleep and im just hanging here on tumblr. I dont want him to sleep yet but i couldnt just wake him up xD I dont know what else to write. I gotta pee xD for the hundreth time today ._.
